Should I or should i not?

CLOSURE

2006-05-07T23:16:00.000+08:00

BLOG CLOSED!!!

I have shift my blog to dabian.livejournal.com....please do not type www infront, straight away type dabian.livejournal.com...

I have close blogspot because there are too many popouts and spyware..if u are a blogger from blogspot, you will realised...

All my updates will be at Livejournal...See ya then

Sorry for all the inconvience caused!

ENJOY! and thanks for visiting!

A day break at home!!!

2006-05-07T14:55:00.000+08:00

Yesterday was polling day and is so called a public holiday for all, which means there are alot of ppl outside doing shoppin and all...sianz!

was at home at night with my parents, watching the polling result on tv, didnt realise that my mum is actually a Anti PAP person..my mum and dad was really very happy when Chiam See tong and Worker party won back their seats...hahhaha..
she also mention why there is no one contesting Hong Kak GRC because hong kak GRC do nothing till now, so quiet and all..we are in the hong kak grc instead of Choa chu kang...hiaz..
pls, worker party, please send someone from to challenge the PAP the next election and i will be voting by that time too...haha ..

feeling so sian now...i dont have to think about yesterday anymore...no more bessie liao..
but i wish to be her fren sometime....

wEE..

2006-05-06T20:18:00.000+08:00

Finally got myself a new laptop! haha...got a toshiba in the end because i found out that the IBM is not worth it with the specs they provide.

Last night, met up with Yq, mich, sean and also mel later, didnt stay long because my mum was asking me to go home early...hiaz, i am going to be 21 years old soon, why can i have some freedom of my own before i enter army in July...

went home, installing and downloading all the stuff for my new lappy and collin suddenly msn me, " supper?" haha...yeah, it was about 12 plus going to 1am le, kenny, kenneth came and fetch me and also collin to go to Bukit Timah area for prata...thanks kenny for the ride back, but sad to say he go and knock on the pillar when he was reversing at collin place..his heart damn pain...it had been sometime that we really gathering after collin pass out as a cadet inspector last year...he is going really well in navy and keep asking me to join navy also...we talked until 3 plus then we left the place..haha.

as for today, went for badminton training as usual with the badminton girls, and also went to queensway to restring yiling and my own racket...after training, went back to collect my rackets, i saw someone, and i was so sad when i saw her, is BESSIE, the RJC girl that i like, the badminton girls saw her too, and beside her is a guy and his bf..how sad? hiaz....but she greet hi to me when we saw each other....

feeling abit sad about what i saw today....no more bessie for me? haiz...

SOrry MUm

2006-05-04T22:54:00.000+08:00

Sorry Mum, i though everything is settle, indeed it is going to be a hard time for my mum now i guess...today dennis sms me in the morning and told me he is going to sue special olympics for revealing his ic and address to me...hahaha...so be it man, i ask Miss Kim, my special olympics coach laugh, she told me, she will be waiting for the show to begin because his dad and him have actually sign an agreement to let the information to be open to the coaches and all, including mine...and there is still evidence, what is more funny is that, he dont even have the money to pay for my laptop, do u think he have the money to get a lawyer? pay by installement for 20 mths is it? hahaha...

he called my mum later and threaten my mum after his parents pass me the money, say what no money to eat or something, whose fault, all his wat, gamble and parents pay $20 over K for him, dont he learn his lesson well?
my mum was so worried that he called me to tell me to be careful when i come home, because he have gang...i quickly called dennis mum and told her abt it...i also got gang, just need to gather only, all wearing blue and with guns instead of Parang knife....see who will win...

went to funan along with Yq and Jul...was considering Thinkpad or Toshiba, i wanted toshiba badly but then very expensive if i dont want a share ram one, so i choose IBM, 40 GB hard drive and 256 ram, cost only 1.4 K, i will make use the rest of the money to buy extra ram to 1 gb at sim lim and also an external hardisk too...muhahaha...worth it isnt it? thanks to YQ for his suggestion! hahaha..

ok, shall wait till tml for my new lappy to come! wee!!!

finally solved!

2006-05-03T23:39:00.000+08:00

Went to work today...new colleague found, name raymond, he is 60 over and he can be my grandpa liao..haha...he will understudy me until the end of the month and i will be leaving the company then....haiz...

went to police station to make a report again on the loss of laptop, the police are rude to me and they are so going to get it, he talk to my mum also on the phone and my mum was so angry that she hung up the phone...and i remember his name and all, my cousin is going to make a public complaint towards him who is a high ranking officer in the police force...

was really very sad when i walk out of the police station, was on the verge of crying because no one can help me, my mum called and ask me to go to his old house, i was so sad when i walk to the toa payoh mrt station, jul called me and i hung up, michelle sms me, i didnt reply...walking alone with a sad long face...

went to his house and knock on the door, saw his parents and his parents recognise me because i went to his house before, tell them all the things happening and his parents are very understanding and all, they warn me to be careful with him because he is a heavy gambler...his dad just pay $20 over K for his gambling debt and they cant control him also...
but i can say, this can be a good story book, everything is all fake after i told his parents what dennis told me...it is a fake scene and i can write a story already. they felt sorry for me and they gave me a cheque to buy a new laptop...will be getting it this friday! haha...toshiba i guess...

met michelle, yq, dillie and sean later for dinner...fun fun fun...hahhaha....

now, talking to Kim, my special olympics coach, abt dennis incident and also abt the badminton girl...haha...now i know her name, her name is Bessie!!!! the RJC girl...haha..she also aware that i like her...gosh, hope it will be kept as a secret and let fate decide...
hehe.....

Bessie...do we have the fate neh? hahahaha...

Sad!

2006-05-02T19:38:00.000+08:00

Back from malaysia this morning, reach home at 3.30am. The bus was delayed for 1 1/2 hours and we waited at the hotel so long then we nearly wanted to take another bus back to singapore. took the bus at 10.30pm at KL and reach singapore at about 3am. it is really fast, maybe because i was sleeping but the driver drive fast due to the smooth traffic and quick checkout....taxi driver speed and reach my house within 15 mins...

had tons of fun at KL and we ate alot, all thanks to Mel..haha...share a room at the hotel and also did a number of shopping. bought myself some medication for my face and a number of things...

went for dentist to clean my teeth, cheap cheap $20 only...had been years i last clean my teeth.

Just came back from police station to lodge a report on my laptop, the police cant do anything and if they want, have to go legal ways and i have to get a lawyer to sue him...but we dont have the money...and to think again, what for spend money on him when my thing lost...

I have never been so sad before after my grandpa passed away 1 year ago...i cant do anything, my laptop just gone, it is my hard earn money and i cant get it back...no one can help me, not even the police...

tears dropping everytime i blog here, why things are happening this way after being so kind to someone? what for? why? i always make my frens happy when they are down and console them, now even how many ppl console me also no use anymore...why is this happening to me? even u give me the best smile or the funniest joke, i cant laugh...and i was scolded by him also...my parents stress me everyday until i cant have a proper meal today and i am already stressful enough....
my money, the trust between the frens i have, in fact everything around me, i feel afraid and feeling very very depressed now....

Countdown to Malaysia

2006-04-28T16:19:00.000+08:00

Weee..is friday today and i have nothing to do now in my work place, so decided to blog..haha..

will be meeting up with tiff they all for dinner later and going malaysia tml morning!!...finally can relax myself abit le..been waiting for tml to come also...

exchange overseas sms with Jul last night with my mum beside me..haha...now i am missing someone, someone presence which i do not know where is she now...she is actually siao bian..she is gone and i try smsing her no reply also..the last time i really meet her is in Feb...then no more le....hiaz...how sad can it be...

laptop wise, i am stilling waiting for that bastard to return me...i just do not want to think abt it now...let me have a peace mind to go Kl and enjoy myself!!!

hmm...Great Find out

2006-04-27T20:21:00.000+08:00

went home after work today and i manage to get my cheque deposit before the cut off time, all thanks to andrew, my colleague for dropping the cheque for me so that i can use it when i am in KL....

back home early and was talking to my parents, it had been some time i really sit down and talk to my dad and mum...they saw me wearing the "tian zhu" which waas bought by my colleague from china, selling me at A very good price...is a real one and that will bring me luck and also safe to everywhere i go..

my dad was looking at the obituaries, looking at one of family which has a big family consisting of 19 sons and daughters...now then i know my father family have 17son and daughter...OMG..so many!!!!...but then i have no comments to how good my uncles and aunties are...haha...

2 more days and i am leaving for KL soon...cant wait to go there and relax myself, supposed to go running today at bishan ITE with the special kids but then end up didnt go because i had a leg strain after my run on tue....i have to get it recover in time so that i can play badminton and see the RJC girl....MUAHHAHA and also run with the specials kids...heee...

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2006-04-26T23:23:00.000+08:00

Cant get my laptop and i scolded him, i shouted on the phone and ask him to call my mum...mum scolded him as well and he is so clever to sweet talk my mum, beg my mum and all...

what a beauitful story he created until i can write a book already...1st of april. say can buy me one...and NOW is already 26th april...almost a month already...today tell me lost Hp, last week tell me dad not back..so many excuse adn things happening so beautiful, wonder where he get his script from...so coincidence...

i was on the verge of crying just now when i was with michelle and yq...i cannot take it anymore that such a fren will betray me...i lose trust to all my frens now...do not know who to trust anymore...if i treat them good, they take me for granted..end result, i am the one suffering not them...

scolded me in the sms, my mum ask him and he say dont have, wat a liar...i still have the sms with me...is all kept in the inbox every sms he send me, try to bluff me, fat hope my fren...u better watch out and when u cross the road or rain, u better be careful..i am not trying to be evil here...stand in my position and u know wat i mean...

u want to call ur gang down and fight with me, bring it now, i have one whole gp of ppl behind me, my npcc teammates, army frens and all, see who win...and my special olympics coaches and all...just bring it...

ENough of all these, bothering me until i cant sleep well these days...

Hmm...

2006-04-26T13:55:00.000+08:00

WIll i be getting my laptop today? sms also no reply and my mum and i are getting really fan abt it...

for me, i am quite ok, but then, i am thinking about something, i am thinking about the RJC girl...i know i should not be thinking that but then...i dont know, i guess i already fall in love with her already....haiz...

BUT i havent make the first move to know her name, but we talk!

ARhhhhh`

2006-04-25T22:30:00.000+08:00

went for badminton training today after work, didnt get to play badminton because the court was used to keep some expensive stuff and therefore we are not allow to use it....haiz...but nvm, the RJC girl is there...

reporter from the family magazine is there too...

instead we did some running and all, she wear red today...wee...she look beautiful when she wear red...opps!
i cannot believe myself that i am so into her now...gt talk to her today and also joke with her...but I HAVENT KNOW HER NAME!!!!

was also jogging with her also...haiz...we both have eye contact but i didnt make a move to really talk to her and ask for her name or something like that...wat a failure..maybe let time decide the fate then..haiz..she is a good runner also, maybe i should try asking her if she want to join the Adevnture race thingy with me...hehe...

arghh!!!!!!!...how how how? she is abit tan and really beautiful....shit man, people who are reading this entry may think that i am so desperate...but then i just find the girl is a special girl to me...she is also very kind in helping the kids every tue for badminton training...hmm...

let the fate decide bah...

Finding a partner

2006-04-25T12:32:00.000+08:00

Looking out for girls who are good in running, sports like rockwall, cycling and also kayaking (at least 1 star).

wanting to take part in one adventure race organised by NTU sports club...want to be in the mixed team.I need a buddy, who to look for? ideas anyone? it is quite tough so the girl partnering me should have high endurance and able to do lots of sports....

takers? is on June.

Janelle and Ben is particpating as a team and i want to challenge them in the mixed cateorgy...anyone? please let me know!

Dateline 15th May, $35 per person!

Bad Bad day..

2006-04-24T20:47:00.000+08:00

my day start very badly today after i quarrel with that fucking guy...he is so irresponsible and making me mad...these are the few sms he sent me when i request for his parents number...
1) can u all ( me and my mum)show me some fucking respect?
2) in the eyes of the law, i have already make a police report and i am not needed to pay anything...

now if u are reading this, tell me who is in the wrong?
i am the one suffering now without a laptop after i am so kind to lent him my laptop and he lost it, what the hell is all these, he kept making empty promises and all, why am i suffering all these now? why? i didnt do anything wrong, i just want my laptop back to do my things which have been on hold for weeks, i had been wanting to do my resume, my graduation stuff, help my mum do some cd songs transfer and setting up my new mp3 player to my laptop and most imptly to talk to my frens, sending emails and talking to my fren who is in Australia now...is that really so hard?
people who are from RP, think what happen if you do not have your laptop with you for just 1 day or 2..how do you feel? u will hate the feeling, and i had that feeling for 1 whole month...i give in and endure so much...now what the hell is this, what kind of attitude is he giving me? i cant make a police report because i do not have evidence...

i approach Miss Kim, my special olympics coach for help, she told me to keep all the sms he sent, what he promise and all, can make as small evidence...haiz...i cant find anyone to help, because they cant do anything also, i feel so moody and lost everyday...

trying to smile, work hard and went to RP to meet Janelle...going to rp reminds me of last time, i have to go to school everyday to study and see all my frens, i really miss that alot...but now i am no longer a student...find janelle for my personal appraisal, sat down and talk to janelle, Ben, tay ling, dr loke...really miss them alot, the fun, ben was screaming when he saw me because he told me, finally i change my hairstyle and say me, these 3 years in RP, why you didnt though of changing your hairstyle and now u change urself so much after u graduate...haha..we had lots of fun talking at the office with janelle, ben and dr loke...joke here and there..so fun and wanted to go back to rp to study again....
in the office, both tay ling and ben is liverpool fan and the whole office is full of liverpool wallpaper and only 1 arsenal wallpaper which belong to janelle, the only arsenal supporter...haha...
got my appraisal from dr loke and left with janelle and dr giri...hehe...
the fun that we had at the RPC office, forget about the problems i had in the morning...hehe...

on the way back, someone sms me, a number which i nv see before:
" hihi, hmmnot ok here......."
ok...is a sms from australia...WEEEEE!!!! haha...we exchange a number of sms and i told my mum about it, she doesnt really care because my mum knows her...haha...she is quite update abt my stuff...like the RJC girl thing...haha...hmmm...shall not tallk much, my entry is so long...

now just have to wait for wed for my new laptop...haiz...
hmmnot ok, take care!

F U!

2006-04-23T12:16:00.000+08:00

F**K you dennis...

you are the one who beg for me to ask me to borrow my laptop.
you are the one who promise me to return me and you lost it on a cab
how stupid can one person be to forget a BIG laptop when he left the cab...
you are the one who told me can get a new one for me by 1 week time..

NOW is already 1 mth ever since i borrowed him my laptop...the feeling is really bad and i hate myself for being so kind to my frens

people from special olympics like Kim, Cherly (borrow hundreds over dollars to him), Elango(my badminton coach), gave me alot of warning that i should have borrowed him anything and he is a dangerous man...i didnt know it until i borrow him...now i am in deep shit..i cant complete all my things, everything is on hold and i have to depend on my brother laptop or my company PC...

i had a quarrel with him just now, he told me by getting me a new laptop is very good already, i F him down, so what if u can get me the most expensive laptop, so what!! all my information lost, everything gone, can he replace the loss and the pain i am suffering and the TRUST that i gave him...this issue had been inside my brain and bothering me for quite some time, sometimes it makes me feels very moody like now...no mood to do anything, and sometimes i feel so stupid...

how to help myself? haiz...

Just finish talking to my seconday fren who is in bangkok now..her money was stolen when she as asleep, now she is alone, just broke off with bf and only have abit of money left, coming back to singapore is also a problem for her now...haiz...

so many shitty things just happen...argh, i hate myself!!

Tiring day..

2006-04-22T22:40:00.000+08:00

today is really a tiring day..but before i start telling everyone what happen today, just want to thanks meili, tiffany and jia yuen for making their way down to tampines ITE for the Special Olympics bocce competition. I hope they really had fun and understand what kind of role have i been playing as a volunteer over the past 3 years in Special Olympics...

the day starts as early as 6.20am for me to rush down to tampines ITE for the Bocce Competition for the special kids, while the rest will be sleeping like a pig when i woke up...the sun is a killer today and the field is wet due to yesterday rain...i was the umpire and i was late because we were all waiting for the " Queen of late" to arrive...not too bad, didnt get scolded by Kim...was brief what to take note as a umpire for the game and i was lucky to have my sun glasses with me..the sun is so hot and now my face and arms are red, due to the hot sun tanning...cant imagine i do not have my sun glass with me...
RJC girls as well as some other schools are there to help BUT the badminton RJC girl is not there...haiz..sad sad wor..tiff they all wanted to see her so badly...haha..the game end around 12 plus and help them do clearing and all...it is really fun helping the kids..overcoming my tiredness to talk to the coaches, saw my soccer and badminton coach and alot of catching up with the coaches from different schools...

after the clearing, rush off to delta sport complex to have badminton training, by the time i reach there is about 2.30 already..and the training ends at 3, but i still continue to play, play with dr loke and ask him to train on my smashing and footwork...really impress by the RJC girls how they play and smash, especially drop shot...best...pushing myself towards my limit and beyond it to play with dr loke after picking up a knee muscle strain...endure it and play, but i think i still need to improve more on my footwork and placing...really very lousy..haiz...

bath at delta and went out with tiff, meili and xiuling, walk around marina sq...talk alot and suan a lot...asking them for ideas, what to get for mother day. thanks to meili and tiff for that suggestion, maybe i will get it for my mum..hehe..

is sat...where is my laptop? DAMN IT!!!! shit U...DENNIS LEE JIA HAO!!!!

Card Landed at Melbourne!

2006-04-21T22:21:00.000+08:00

Wee...
The most expensive card handed at Melbourne today, yq and michelle saw the card only and i didnt tell anyone i am sending the card to her except Yq and michelle..when i purchase this card, i was thinking very long and also choosing very long.....she email me today that she got the card...thanks Mr Postman and the aeroplane..haha...

Work as usual and janelle called me to ask me about some stuff about my volunteer work again..haiz...3 time someone actually want to ask about my volunteering work...the order is given by Sean Tay and janelle ask me quite a number of questions and she told me that that will be used in the minister speech...hmm...hope i get to hear it...maybe it will be used on the graduation ceremony...haha..talk about 15 to 20 mins on the phone to her, a phone interview and i am meeting her at RP on monday to settle some appraisal stuff...
after i hung up the phone, Dr loke called me and ask me about my volunteering stuff and sean tay need it urgently...haiz...wat the hell sia...but i told him janelle just called me only...

went home after work today and had a good rest at home, watching TV and slacking around....just saw the news about people having some intimate actions in Malaysia and can get punish by the law..haha...and the government is trying to resolve this issue and in the end, they are quarrel in the parliment meeting...muhaha...so funny la...
hahaha

wee...helping the kids tml at Tampines ITE at 8.30am...got to be there as a umpire for the game...ready to go!

Interview

2006-04-20T22:25:00.000+08:00

hmm...work today was so tiring because i woke up in the morning to watch my favourite soccer team soccer match in the champion league semi finals.

met michelle after work along with yq and also sean...went to sunny bookshop to return my book and borrow another book so that i can read it on the way to malaysia...hehe..went to holland V to meet michelle mum and had dinner there as well...had been a long time i last seen her mum. and her mum will start asking me about the lady in melbourne and start to suan me...haha...after that michelle drove her car to mark place to pass him a cd...and sent us back home...thanks michelle once again!

anyway, the magazine from mediacorp gave me a call today and want to interview me about my special olympics stuff about volunteer...all thanks to RP staff who recommend me again...use me as a icon to promote the school..haiz...the magazine section name Family...i will be pulish on the 8 days magazine or so..not really sure, but she will be heading down to bishan ITE next tue to see me and interview me...haha...and hopefully theRJC girl is there too...hee..

i found myself really stupid because i am so madly into this RJC girl...haiz....just want a good feeling with her when i see her play badminton and all and the way she talk...no possibility of me going further i guess...but she is a nice girl after observing her for quite some time because she plays the same role as me to coach the special kids badminton...hmm...

hiaz...the one in melbourne dont seems to reply any of my email also..maybe...nvm then...

wee...

2006-04-19T17:04:00.000+08:00

still thinking about yesterday event...hmm...sweet memories...haha..

hiaz...wat to do, i dont want to think so much also...haiz...

badminton at bishan ITE

2006-04-18T23:52:00.000+08:00

yeah...just came back from badminton at bishan ITE...had lots of fun and i love playing badminton, played double and singles, lost doubles but win singles...haha...
and not only that i get to see the girl from RJC...was quite worried that she might not turn up today because raining and normally she will be eariler that the other RJC girl...so i was waiting and waiting and she finally came..haha...

the first time talking to her, ask her to train one of the special athlete on his footwork, i was the temp coach for the time being because my head coach and my assistant coach is not around also, so i took over the role and assign them...haha..first time wor...
finally got to talk to her and it took me a while to ask her this question bravely...

Me: " hey, you want to play?"
her:" oh ok...let go!"

hmm...we played badminton together for some time and her smashing and lobbing is good, compared to the badminton girls from RP, she is better, seriously, she plays good badminton because of her footwork and all...really impress! especially when you see her smash..haha...
ask her if she is coming for the bocce competition this sat at tampines ITE, she say no, and do not know what is bocce also, i try explaining to her but then she dont understand too and we begin laughing..haha..but nvm...
havent really pair up with her for doubles yet...hmm..maybe next week i will try asking her..haha...yeah!

ok..enough of RJC...haha...
played singles and i won, Kim still scold me on my placing...haiz, really bad at it, i cant really place my ball well when i am trying to smash...argh...i need more training or else i cant win games...although i won but then didnt have a huge margin of wining..11-7...haiz...got to improve on that...placing this word shld be always on my mind now when i play badminton....

yup...going to help out this sat at tampines ITE on the bocce competiton as a umpire...wee...special olympics competition...shall make my weekends more meaningful but then is abit too early...must reach at 8.30am...gosh...anyone wants to help out, do drop me a sms or tag...

back to work!

2006-04-17T23:41:00.001+08:00

went cycling with michelle and yq at ECP yesterday..first time we are out exercising together...haha...and thanks to michelle for sending us there and bringing me back home safely...the rain was hit us so badly when we are on the way back but we are lucky to have leave ECP eariler than expected...haha..

back to work today and monday blues i guess...very slack at work and in the noon time, i am working alone because my colleague took half day leave, leaving me just alone packing all the drugs out and also made a delivery to toa payoh polyclinic...

after that met michelle at CK tang and i was shopping for YQ birthday gift, i am so paiseh that i didnt get him a gift for his birthday. he is someone who gave me tons of advises and help me alot along these 3 years in poly...went to FCUK, french connection and looking for a suitable T shirt for YQ...browsing around and look for something nice, ask michelle for comments and saw the diary FCUK shirt but then no size for YQ and is the last piece also, other outlets also dont have, so i looked for the shirt he told me he like the design that time, there are 2 colours only, black and white, i want the black one but then no size, sadness, then no choice get the white one instead, hope he dont mind...the shirt price i shall not reveal but is quite ex, but then for what he had done so much to me, giving me a hand everytime i need help, the price of the shirt is actually nothing to me...hmmm

then we walked to PS, saw Siao wei, our RP fac and talk to her abt some stuff, our jobs and the RP today, heard it was a chaos, leo was down, so what new about rp? hahahhaa...always the same problem and i dont know how they earn their ISO 9000, maybe it just a fake one for show only...hahaha...
along came sean and had dinner at kopitam at PS...haha...had my medication also..

took a bus home and time to rest...nights all and tml i shall see the beautiful badminton girl from raffles again...hehehe...naughty yijun...hahaha

back to work!

2006-04-17T23:41:00.000+08:00

happy birthday JY and YQ

2006-04-15T23:58:00.000+08:00

Finally, i get to sit down and blog again, i guess it will be a long entry again and i think jul yeo is going to complain and say why your entry is always so long...haha..

Thur
after work went to chinatown with my colleague to play game..haha...challenge nmy fren on some ISS game and we drew and jul came along to join me. we walk around and she told me some things that she is uneasy with and i feel kind of sad because as a fren i cant help her much also. what i can do is only listen! but i hope everything goes well as times goes by...

Friday
is good friday and i do not have anything on until evening..slacking at home without a laptop. my fren dad havent come back so i do not have my laptop yet till now.hiaz..i miss my laptop very very much..damn! the whole morning and afternoon i was slacking at home watching TV and all.haiz...
in the evening, finally i got something to do, that is to go bugis and meet JY for her birthday celebration along with the badminton girls and esther....weee..ate at bugis breko and the service is not bad! been sometime that we really gather together to have a dinner, esther was there, vincent and vivian too! after that we head down to marina sq to play pool and bowling, saw jong meng, ed, ting ho, meiling, han ming and mag...hahaha...
the whole mall is pack and ppl are queuing for almost everything like pool and also bowling, all thanks to ting ho to help us book 1 lane for bowling for us! hehe....for the time being i play some arcade games and pool with vivian..i saw my senior again, Raymond, the super tall guy in OCS...haha..had a chat with him abt my enlistment and posting...
play bowling till 11.40pm and all of us have to take cab back....hop on to the cab along with yiling and esther back home.

sat
Happy birthday YQ and Jia yuen!!!!
went for badminton at delta, play from 12 to 4 pm non stop for me...i simply love my racket and i just need to train more to improve on my skills...played doubles and singles...but the most exciting match will be the last match, me vs yiling..normally in training or all, i wil lose to her, but nv expect i won her..we play 3 games, she won the first set and i won the 2nd and 3rd set, it was a great fight and in my mind, i keep telling myself, PLACING!!!! that is the tactic i learn from my coach, if you are not that good, do more placing. Placing is putting the ball to the empty place where the player have to run here and there to pick the ball instead of hitting the ball directly to your opponent.
after that went home on a cab, i was really very tired and on the expressway, the sky turn dark and started to rain heavily until i cant see the front...it remind me of last sat boating exprerience with don..haiz....
shamugan called me on the way back and he told me he pass his boat license too..congrat to him! haha..he told me it was quite easy for him but then the oral test was hard for him which he got 9 demerit points there...haha...but he pass! good for him and he shall be my next boating partner along with Collin.
went home and rest bath and wait for the rain to stop, met yq and mich after that at bugis, dilli and mel came along...whole tons of fun..hahahha....and my first time to enter a club...shall not reveal the name here...hahaha..took a merc cab home again sharing with michelle, mel and yq....the cab driver was really friendly and he also do not like how the government work because of that someone...hmm...no freedom and we are all under control..hiaz..

anyway, yq, mic and me is going KL on the 29, 30th april and 1st of may and going for big walk as well!!!muhahaha...
lastly, Happy 20th birthday yq and 21st birthday to jia yuen!

Adventure Singapore

2006-04-14T11:33:00.000+08:00

Visit the Adventure race website and look for pictures and my race results and timing....
Our team " speical olympics coaches" is ranked 39 out of 54 in the Novice team. We actually aim for top 20 but then haiz..due to some problems like number puzzle and my teammates down with a heavy cramp.... Time to reach the end point: 4 hour, 49 min and 43 secs...

here are some of the photos..
Using Markers to write our tag number on our arms and legs...

Start off... i am inside....can u find me? hahaha....in the orange bid, tag number 145...

Our first stage..balloon blowing after more than 5 km run from padang to tanjong pager..near maxwell road..

Jump to the sea at our last stage, near the merlion park...all the way in and we are all wet!!!

haha..too bad i dont have the photos of my teammates or else i will post it up..we actually used someone camera to take the team photo for us but we have yet to get back to him to send it to us...hahhaa...shall see then and i hope to get that precious and only photo of my beloved teammates who encourage me along for the 12km or more race in terms of running, swimming and cycling....

Overall,
Adventure Race Rocks! and i will go for more!
Number Tag still with me at my table top, will be proud of it!

Wee...face specialist visit..

2006-04-13T13:00:00.001+08:00

weee...first of all, all thanks to michelle for recommending me to the skin specialist..head down to tanglin shopping centre early in the morning for my 9.30am appointment..wasnt late but very early when i reach there..that is my first time there...

go into the room for consultation..the doctor see my face and explain alot of things to be and also prescribe me some medication...haha..he was really nice and just hold a big mangnificing glass to look at my face, he told me i got some scars already, haiz and he ask me to use this very strong smell soap to clean my face 4 times a day..haha..hope it works and i believe it will, then got antibiotics also as well as gel. haha...i will revisit again in 6 weeks time which wil be 25th May 2006..haha...

total amt spend: consultation=$45 (after michelle recommendation, originally $65) + Medication= $28.80 (after michelle work place P and L pharmacy give me discount)= $73.80...hmm...quite cheap to me already because is a specialist..

hm..got to take good care of my face now and get it well so that my money is not wasted after all...hehe...
after that head down to ICA to get my passport renew because michelle, yq and myself will be going to KL in May..hmm date not yet confirm...that will be my last trip before i enter army i guess, so i have to enjoy to the MAX...hahahha....

ok, got to work le..once again, thanks MICHELLE!!!! for all the help!

Laptop coming tml...hope this time is real...

Wee...face specialist visit..

2006-04-13T13:00:00.000+08:00

madness

2006-04-12T22:38:00.000+08:00

Dont know to be happy or to be sad...got a feeling for this lady who is attending the badminton program with special olympics every tue and she is from Raffles....been observing for about 3 weeks to near 1 mth le...starting, to be she is just a normal girl who plays good badminton...indeed she is good at smashing and drop shot...but as times goes, we played double and get to interact more...just got a feeling that i begin to like her...haiz..nvm..i think just let the fate decide bah and stop thinking wild..haha..

went back to the spec shop to try again but then didnt purchase it because after wearing so some time, it looks so normal to me now..haha...so i got a new design, asking jul auntie to check for me if i can get at a cheaper price..hehe..

tml taking half day leave in the morning...going to see my skin doctor at tanglin shopping centre..hmm..hope my face complexion will improve after that..hope hope bah! hehe....

MILLION Thanks to michelle for sending me home! and the appointment tml! hehe...

Siao bian neglect me...

2006-04-11T22:58:00.000+08:00

was talking to siao bian on msn before i end work but then our chat log is less than 3 words...she only say these words " wat", "bz"...how sad can that be, maybe she do not even know my situation, haiz..i though she is one of my closest fren after all but then when i need her to be there, i cant, sms no reply and everythuing, just feel very sad about it...she once told me before we will meet up soon, but till now, about 2 mths le still nonews from her..." i shoot her with this " i think even if i die, u would not have time to attend my funeral"..i was so sad and i also do not know why i would say such things to her..haiz...

i did delievery today to thosom medical hall, carrying $5000 worth of medication that can save life...took a cab down to delievery to them...free of charge because can claim from steward cross...haha..

went down for badminton after work today at bishan ITE..played with the special kids and i lost 2 sets of double pairing with the raffles girls...haiz...how sad can that be...hiaz...vivian join us at about 8 after visitiung her fren at the hospital...haha...can see that her stamina is not really that good after a long time nv exercise..i explain to her abt the special kids things and she is getting quite well talking to them and play badminton with them.and she is very impress that they can play so well, vivian was panting when she played with them..after that vivian mum fetch her home and gave me a ride back..thanks vivian and we manage to joke abit abt vivian on the journeyu back..haha...vivian was teased by her mum...muhahhahhaa....

anyway, great day helping the kids but then my problem still there, my laptop...so foolish after all...haiz..
thanks vivian once again..

Stupid!

2006-04-11T13:00:00.000+08:00

I feel foolish for being so kind to my fren
Trying to be kind and be good to all my frens despite all the up and down...

end up, my things got lost...just down the drain, my laptop of my own...

total sadness!

2006-04-10T22:49:00.000+08:00

i though that today i can get back my lappy, after i finishing blogging my earlier blog entry, there comes an sms telling me that the laptop found is not mine..i was so sad until i have no mood to talk, he want to have a talk with me but then i no mood to talk to him or even meet him, i called my mum and she was very very angry...i told her i am crying, because it had been 2 weeks i do not have my lappy and that laptop is i pay for myself using my lifegurad pay when i earn at 1.5K a mth as a secondary school graduate. now is gone...

i was so sad, i sms michelle and yq...my fren told me that he will get me a laptop only on thur because his father is away until thur...i was even more sad...i was all ready to tell the badminton girls abt the plan for JY birthday but then, i cant do it now, no mood at all..sorry girls...

but i have to thank YQ and michelle for cheering me up abit at night...thanks guys!..but my heart is still so painful...

FULL!!!

2006-04-10T12:20:00.000+08:00

went for blood donation at HSA yesterdayt along with YQ, my blood donation buddy..haha...it is my 5th time donating le and there are more to come...
too bad xiuling cant join us for the 2nd time because she is taking some medication for her wisdom tooth..suay to the MAX!! haha..

after blood donation, our next blood donation is on the 4th of july, 3 more days to be a free man and i will go for my blood donation for the last time as a free man..haha...with yq who is entering police on the 11th of july..haha...

after blood donation, my fren who lost my lappy told me that he found my toshiba lappy after calling the cab company, and i will be getting it today..finally, i hope everything is in original condition or else..hiaz...got to make him pay for it! haha..there goes my free acer travelmate 4202...hahhaa, nothing to be sad but be happy that i got my old lappy back...hahaha...

met michelle after that along with sean and had steamboat at bugis, the place where jul yeo and me had steamboat the other time...haha..was very full after that, i guess it is time for me to do some workout tml..badminton at bishan with the special kids again..weee!!!

receive a role from yilng to plan where to celebrate jia yuen birthday...hmm...i try tmy best ya! haha...

thanks michelle for booking the appointment for me for my face..it is gona be next thur...hmm..hope it is good and my face will improve, even michelle mum also agree with me...haha!

2006-04-09T11:18:00.000+08:00

A day to remember!!

2006-04-08T23:32:00.000+08:00

Today went boating with don and his gf...i am not going to forget today and i am very lucky to be sitting in front of my comp here to type out an entry...

whenever i want to go boating, the morning is always so sunny and once i got out of the sea, it started to rain..and this time round the rain is so heavy..i waas being chased by the the BIG rain which i simply cant see the trees or any boat behind me, it is raining very heavily...the current was also very strong and my map dropped into the sea...i wanted to cry sia...the shether of the boat seems unstable and going to fly off anytime, in front of me, lighting and thunder...i was so scared because it is the worse trip i ever been out to the sea... when i reaches chek jawa..the most dangerous place and worst, low tide, my boat got stuck there, the propeller got stuck because it is too shallow...damn! i was so panic because the boat cant move and the current was DAMN strong, i can see lighting and the weather is cold, raining cats and dogs, i drop my anchor and i saw thje boat drift very far and very fast...i was so worried because the life of don and his gf is under my care and responsiblity as a boat man...i reach for my hp to call the club for help, they send a boat down to tow me out after i made some considersation to pay them...cost me $60...but our life is saved....at that moment, i though i was going to die liao...my hands are shaking when i call them...i want to go down and push the boat out but the current is too strong and is the jellyfish season...damn...so unlucky for me...when the resuce boat come, they tow my boat out and the water so so calm...haiz...and we manage to continue our boat journey...i was so relieve that i am safe as well as my 2 passenger, feel very bad to them because i cause so much problem and scare them...so relieved that i can back at mainland singapore...

meet michelle, yq, ryan and sean after that and we went ECP for dinner at Kenny rogers..because of the voucher...just $13 for each of us with a drink...haha..quite ok la...very full also, and my mum called me to tell me a good news!!!

Mum:" son, i got a good news for you!"
Me: " what good news?"
Mum:" my son is going army, i got 2 letter 1 red letter for dad and 1 green letter for you!"
Me: " Shit, when is it? where am i going to be posted?"
Mum:" you cant spend your birthday anymore, it is going to be in the camp, 7th Jily 2006 at Special operation unit!"
Me: " Shit, no tekong camp, straight to pasir ris which is the Commando Camp!!!...ARHHHH!!!"

i cant imagine it...is so fast and yq called his parents immediately...he got into police and entering on the 11th of july...hiaz..he was happy because is a slacking unit compare to the army...haiz...
for me, i dont want to be a commando wearing the red beret...arh!!!!!! i just want to be in the navy...and also in the OCS...haiz....

so many things just happen today just like this...am i ini my dream land?

Thanks Mr Low

2006-04-07T16:06:00.000+08:00

maybe i shld stop complaining about losing my job but to appreciate what i have now...really glad that i got alot of help from ppl like Mr low and all...

got my rsh pay today at Wisma Gulab...thanks to Mr Low for sending me there to take my pay during lunch time...hehe..wee..finally after 1 month i got my pay liao and it is time for me to put them in the bank and give some to my mum le...hehe...

i think i am getting my spec soon..haha...

tml going boating with don and her gf, haiz...no one can accompany me, and i will be alone...i have to teach him or else i wont go as an extra le...haiz...going to drive like crazy tml because i am not paying tml, everything he pay for it...haha..so tml my boating journey will start at 2pm...
going to recall what i did for my first boat ride with her...Jul and me...and it was raining, Feb 4th, 2pm...i am not going to forget what we did and she cooked for me for the first time!...this time round, i am going boating again but without her presence... As promise, when u come back, we will go jet skiing together...

i will be going boating again next mth but then now i have to save some energy because on the 22nd, 23rd, 29th and 30th of April, i will be going to fulfill one of my dream, taking my 3 star kayaking course at Kallang Sea sports club..and in no time, i will go for my diving course le....

overcoming everything to purse my dreams!!!

Dennis told me that on sunday i will be receving my new lappy, hope is true...Acer travelmate 4202..

haiz...

2006-04-06T13:25:00.000+08:00

laptop spoilt, now desktop got problem..haiz...no luck...

took half day leave yesterday to go home and rest...went home after that and sleep abt 2 hours, then went out to meet michelle and yq for movie..haha...it is a scary movie...cant imagine myself watching a ghost movie sia...

back at work today, someone told me that the boss is asking me to leave by the end of May, which mean i will be jobless by then...haiz...how how how? i want to work till my army comes..
today work was really tedious and tiring. container arrived which means new shipment...gosh, all the wheelchair comes and it was really tiring carrying all of them...my legs, arm are so tired after that...luckily i got take a half day off yesterday..haha..bath after that i felt refresh! wee

ok then, got to get back to work!

yeah!

2006-04-04T23:41:00.000+08:00

work work work...hahaha...today sat down with michelle aunt to talk about the revamping of the website..haha..now i got to plan out a draft for her..she like my comments..haha

went for badminton training at bishan ITE with the special kids. try out the new racket which i bought yesterday, comment: VERY GOOD!!! haha...nv regret getting it, it is the same as my coach one..he also say is good...haha..he bought at KL: for RM 160 and i got it in Singapore for S$135...hur..haiz...

love my racket alot and i love using that racket to smash and all...wee...i had a single match today with the special kid, i lost to him...but then i can say that my fighting spirit nv kill me off...my legs are like jelly because of the adventure race, till now, my legs are quite pain, but then in order not to disappoint them, i insist on going down, i played and train with them..the match goes like 3-1 to him first then slowly to 7-3 to him...then 13-9...he is left with 2 points to win but then i nv give up, full concentration and drop shot, taking note of my placing of the ball which my coach told me..placing, place the ball where you see space, indeed that drill into my head hard...i fight with full concentration and come to a stage of 14-12...he is still winning and i am not giving up until i got 14-13 then 15- 13..haiz..but then i can say, good effort to myself...haha...hiaz, i shall challenge him next week again after i recovered from my injuries...muhahhaha....

good game!

working tml so got to rest early!
take care all and i am still looking for ppl to accompany me for boating this sat...haiz

got my racket!

2006-04-03T23:30:00.000+08:00

Yeah, work started today and my legs are still aching after yesterday adventure race, i cant really run fast also because i can feel the ache if i try to run or climb the stairs, just hope everything got better tml...

went down to queenway after work to get my badminton racket, yeah, finally, Pro Ace, $135 with BG66 string and 24 tension, tml i am going down to train with the special kids and i am going to use it...haha..time to try le...

after which, head down to marina sq to meet yq and michelle for dinner...i was late when i meet them...had carl junior for dinner and chat for quite some time...yeah, we are going KL soon...hmm....just that not sure when we are going...blood donation this week too...hmmm...

i miss my laptop...damn! hope he dont cheat on me again...

Adventure Race 2006

2006-04-02T16:59:00.000+08:00

Yeah..is sunday 2nd april 2006 and the day have come!

it is the adventure race, coming back home at 10 plus and sleeping at 12, waking up at 5 in the morning to bring my bicycle down to Maxwell Road to deposit it. thanks to my dad for fetching me there and come home..
i was so tired and bored when i finish depositing my bike because my teammates are not there yet...walking around and sitting outside funan centre alone...our team had a bad jinx today...haiz...me, lost my laptop and having cramps along the way but i move on, John, the water bag spoilt in the morning and got cramp at the end of the race, bao ping, the amazin runner and powerful lady, is having mentural cramps...we all overcome all these and were at the end point within 5 hours...we are dead tired. the route goes like this..padang then jog all the way to tanjong pajar MRT to collect our bikebut before that we need to blow a long balloon when we are breathless and folding the balloon to a sword shape..we run from pandang pass lau pa sat and down to pasir panjang area then cycle to Mount faber upslope and run up to the sumit and do IQ questions, go downhill and cycle to Sentosa for our worse station, stuck at the number sequence game for 1 hour because we didnt read the instruction well...gosh....haiz..but we move on to the typroen tranvese, at ferry terminal, we are all wet because we are doing it in the sea and some abseling and all...tired and my legs is getting numb...after that with our body wet and drenched, we run to pick up our bikes and cycle out of sentosa and back to maxwell road, my legs is calling for help sia....ate my power gel and share with our teammates....run again, lots of running and cycling, then run to merlion and already for a swim...very tired...but i endure all the way with my team mates, i was a drag to my team mate because i cant run fast anymore, i might have cramps but then my teammates are encountering me alot...thanks guys! swim and going back to padang, at the waterboat house, john, my teammates have the worest cramp ever up to his groin area and he cant move...we are all worried and he ask us to move on but we instead of teamwork and all...all the way, help him massage and stretch for about 15 mins...time wasted but then nevermind...went back to padang for rock wall and we complete the race..

during the race, i have to thanks both of my teammates for being so encouraging...we didnt win anything but inside our heart we win something, and we complete the race as a team...we always bear this in mind, the special olympics oath " let me win but if i cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt"..

yeah....we finish the race and overcome all...my legs are like jelly now...but i am very happy we complete it...wee!
thanks tiff for the sms!

overcome the event was not really very good because of the bottomneck situation and it is not really the nature kind...maybe should feedback to them...
but i enjoy it alot!..time for me to rest now...

Shitty day

2006-04-01T23:04:00.000+08:00

i though i can be a happy man before the race but then i end up as a sad and angry man...

started my day out at anchorpoint, going back to my old workplace to see my ex manager and colleague...they are going to transfer out le and they welcome me back warmly...haha...how nice of them...then i went queenway to look for my racket, is confirm that i am getting a racket, but not ashaway because the rackets are not that good and he recommend me pro ace..yeah, a limited edition and good one, cost me $135 and it is much cheaper than ashaway...getting it tml if i got my pay or monday...haha...

then went cityhall campus corner and walk walk and met tiff they all to the adventure race exhibit...haha...not too bad after all, saw some of the preview and all and shld be all prepared for the race.
then went to suntec and walk around...then went to lau pa sat to have dinner...

RIGHT ON THE SPOT, my fren sms me say he lost my laptop, i was so angry and i scold the F word, the girls stunt and my mood suddenly change...bloody hell...everything gone, i was so sad and i called my mum and tell her, she scream at me, i told her my heart is more pain than her because the laptop is i pay myself one...damn...called miss kim and all for his details and going to report police if he is not going to compensate or wat, i am going to take action liao...he called me and told me by next week he is getting a new laptop for me, i hope this time round is for sure...no more april fool joke for me..

sad sad....going to rest for tml race...waking up at 5 tml!!!!..

hope my mood dont spoilt the team morale!

Pay day!

2006-03-31T16:38:00.000+08:00

Boss is back and i got my pay! wee...is a cheque and i cannot withdraw it until monday..sianz!!!!

sianz...

2006-03-30T20:45:00.000+08:00

today whole day work at steward cross...in the morning i was whole day at the desktop, looking through all the pharmaceutical company website like GSK, Merk, pfizer and alot more to have a good look and study on their website in order to improve steward cross website...got some idea from there and at the same time i can also chat on msn..hehehe..so fun...basically, just slack and use the internet lor...

noon, went back to the store to pack drugs and also do some tagging for the new arrival goods....bored like hell...

anyway, just want to thank Mr low for everything today to help me on my pay. he helped me tell the accountant that i need that money to buy something and if not i will be very poor already and also tell them that i will take my pay 2 weeks 1 time, because the boss is forever busy, going overseas and attending tons of meeting, without her around, i will not get my pay because she didnt sign...hai..just hope that i can get my pay on monday sia...thanks mr low for ur help in niamming the accountants about it because the company is famous for dragging people pay...i though they will be nice to me to give me at the end of the month but then, mr low told me they will always drag and if you never ask for it, they will forget and think is not impt...why sia?

nvm, hope the money comes...head down to beach road to get gloves for miss kim and her teammates for this sat adventure race. 80 cents each, damn cheap and good la...muhahaha..

counting down to race day...3 days!!!!

What a waste.!

2006-03-29T23:30:00.000+08:00

shall keep this entry short, so that i can go back and rest...haha

day at work was fun as usual but then heard from the accountant that my pay might be delayed, meaning i will not get my pay at the end of the month, how sad can that be? i need it badly to get something la...shit man...all because the manager is on sick leave..hiaz..2 company owe me pay and add all up is about $1 K...damn it!

Mich aunt, helen, gave me a new role tml that is to help her restructure the whole website for steward cross, tml i will be on the desktop, browsing and finding way to improve the website...hmm...hope i can do the company proud but then i still want my pay...

after work, went to orchard to meet michelle...we suppose to meet yq also but then after waiting for him for 3 hours, he gave michelle a call at 9pm that he cannot meet us because the company giving him lots of thins to print, poor him and suan us. waiting got him for dinner, but then end up, we didnt meet up at all...haiz..then both of us went Mos burger for our dinner..haiz...when will i see yq again neh? tml? friday?

went back to wheellock for the spec shop, ask for the price for the whole new spec, it cost me $175...with the lens, should i get it? i have placed a reservation for it already...haha..he told me that the frame is a unique and good frame and in singapore there are less than 5 pairs left...gosh, tempted liao, now i have to consider wisely, should i get it? comments? Badminton girls, your saw me with that spec before, how ?

Lumix camera

2006-03-28T12:16:00.000+08:00

Yeah...that is my dream camera, Lumix® 6 Megapixel Digital Camera with 3.6x Optical Zoom, MEGA Optical Image Stabilizer & 16:9 Image Recording, Black.

The price is $699 and it is time for me to save money now...Mum told me that she dont like U zap after hiniting her to buy uzap using her progress package, she told me she feel the pain when she use it so this money will be save aside and give it to her when i got my pay..phew! luckily i hinit her or else i would have waste $268. haha...

Save save save...Lumix here i come...

Adventure Race Training

2006-03-27T23:29:00.000+08:00

Blogging from my desktop which is super laggy for me...

Back from adventure Race training and finally, i get to see bao ping...a nice and sweet lady...hahaha, BUT adventurous also...she is our team leader and she is a great runner also. we had out training at Safra Yishun today, did rockclmbing, abseiling and rope ascending..all plan who to go first after seeing each other level of confidence and the speed of us doing the skills...haha..i feel proud and confident of my own team now and i find myself the weakness of all..haiz...my male teammate, Mr John soh, my badminton coach also and also a PTI, is damn fit and he can really chong all the way one...he is a power pack house and he sponsor us for this race..all thanks to him, next Bao ping, finally get to see her today at the training, a nice and sweet lady as told by Ms Kim...haha...she is a runner and very strong lady, she can do 30 guys push up non stop and run half marathon also...best har, for me...haiz, a weak guy who knows all the skills and have proficiency in it like swimming, rockclimbing, abseiling and rope ascending...but i cant really run fast...haiz..got to train and tml i will be heading down for my badminton training at bishan again..just 4 more days and we are all out for the race...

imagine urself, swimming and climbing with your water bag, ur shoes on all wet and everything you cannot imagine urself doing it, i will be doing it this sunday, swiming with my shoes on, with my bag down for jetty jump and all, cycling and runnning for about 12km or more...can i take the challenge, i hope i can and not drag the whole team down...hiaz...
but i believe after this event the adventure race, all of us will bond together well as a team...we had a pressure from Miss Kim, our sports development officer of special olympics to win the competition because our team name is " special olympics coaches" hahaha...pressure is on now...haha...going to do our best and give our last bit of adrenline to complete and finish the race.

work tml as usual...vivien, hope u are feeling alright and we shall chat again...muhaha...

2006-03-26T19:37:00.000+08:00

Your True Love Is a Cancer

Why you'll love a Cancer:
Cancer's loyal and sincere heart makes your own sensitive heart melt.Caring and devoted, a Cancer will take the lead in pursuing you - and not give up!
Why a Cancer will love you:
You're laid back enough to deal with Cancer's little mood swings and freak-outs.A fellow homebody, you know how make Cancer comfortable and at home with you.

What Sign Is Your True Love?

Thanks Collin

2006-03-26T18:29:00.000+08:00

Really very bored today...no work today, want to ask someone out or go out is so hard...i am lazy and also very sian...haiz...basically, i am very lonely today..now i am using my brother laptop to blog because i borrowed my laptop to my fren who in need help for his presentatio, hope he return to me by tue...hai...cant chat at night anymore which is more sian for me...haiz...

met up with collin, my secondary school NPCC buddy to pass him the chartlet for the boat.haha..finally get to see him after so long..hahaa...still the same and we sat at Mac to talk for quite some time..discussing abtout my future, my army career, might consider signing on at a navy officer...haha...yeah..but then hope i can get into the OCS so that i can sign on as a navy officer and also get scholarship support from the navy, this will help my parents on the burden of the school fees...

shall end here then...adventure training race training tml...at yishun safara...hmm...

2006-03-25T23:16:00.000+08:00

Trying out the new spec...cost about $100...nice frame..hehe...

wee..badminton fun!

2006-03-25T22:02:00.000+08:00

it is saturday today and it a fun and sporting day for me...hehehe...

went for badminton training at delta along with the girls, after so long, finally get to play with them liao and dr loke gave us trainining which make me feel like dying...cannot breathe properly...die le, adventure race is coming soon yet my stamina is like hell...damn! my legs are like jelly after that, but FUN!

after that went out with the gals and walk around orchard area....keeping a lookout for my new badminton racket and also my stuff for my adventure race, see see around and went paragon to walk around...went to the motion sports shop, i am gonna love this shop so much, there is so much things inside, adventure stuff...got myself a power gel which i can eat it when i am attending the adventure race...now i got most of my stuff ready, just that i do not have a bike myself...damn stress...

how how how...

have to say good bye to my lappy tml, borrowing my fren...

hmm..

2006-03-25T01:02:00.000+08:00

she told me that the diary had become her bedtime story book....anyway, happy 21st birthday girl!

i cant sleep although i am tired...i am very very stress up now...

Stress!!!

2006-03-24T23:49:00.000+08:00

work on friday is always good...hehe..finally the engineer came down to steward cross to do the fridge and took them very long to get it done...haha...guess what they are wearing when they fix the fridge..haha...shirt with pants..so formal sia and they hold a drill to drill hole...gosh, what a new attire for them..muhahah...have to stay in the posion store to prevent the engineers from taking the drug..haiz...and take a small nap at time, my brain is thinking of something which make me feel so haiz...

tested the ear thermometer to check if they are in working condition...test until i headache...helen was there testing also and both of us were happily testing the thermometer and she though she had a fever and my temperature is so low.hahaha....and the whole office was checking their body temperature to confirm she is not having a fever...muhaha...she told me that old people will have higher temperature....

after work, rushed down to national stadium for the adventure race meeting, damn stress...see so many teams particpating and there are a total of 31 teams competiting with us...damn!
dont have a mountain bike and that is a big issue to me..haiz...got to borrow sia...the briefing was long and we are not allow to carry too much things or else we will die..haha...we are going to do all kinds of shit, swimming, rockclimbing, cycling and everything with our bag...and we are going to get wet and there isnt time for us to bath or wat....can you imagine ur first event is swimming and the next is rockclimbing, i am going to climb with my wet clothing...gosh...but FUN!

2nd april is the real race and thank john for all the sposoner...the $180 registration fees and all the things he bought, going to repay him back sia...haha..
got to start train like mad le...

i hate the feeling that i am having now and do not wish to say to anyone...haiz....i hate myself the most!, i love volunteering with the kids!

Stress level high!

2006-03-23T22:53:00.001+08:00

Half day work today!...went to work in the noon because i need more rest after attending junlin chalet...
went to RSH lot 1 to buy a pair of gloves..first time buy without staff price because i do not know the staff there and worse i need it by tml night...haiz..no choice sia....

adventure race is getting nearer yet i am not fully prepared!...went to swimming today, jul tagged along, thanks Jul for accompanying me to swim today, i train my swimming, to refresh myself and also teach her how to swim...haha...hope u enjoy urself, get to talk to my ex colleague at the swimming complex ..they still remember me...hehe...

work was ok, asked helen, michelle aunt about the job, if i am going to be slack soon, she told me that she wont slack me because she promise me that i can work till june or so, so my job is save and i love this job alot...looking at the drugs everyday and they are my best fren everyday...

feeling damn tired now and tml need to rush to national stadium for a meeting for the adventure race...gosh! so fast and yet our team is not prepared!!!!!

2006-03-23T22:53:00.000+08:00

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Sports Club Chalet

2006-03-23T00:23:00.000+08:00

work again today..haha...went off to meet shijie to go to junlin chalet, actually it was supposed to be a sports club chalet but end up to be his frens chalet because most of the SC members cannot make it..haha...sorry junlin..

shi jie and me rush there after work all the way from cityhall to alohal changi, it is damn far and quiet there la...haiz..no choice and saw some RP frens there...haha..eat a bit and talk abt the past in the SC times...still thinking abt that time serene crying at the SC container scaring me and junlin not knowing wat to do...we all believe that she cried over her bf but then we didnt ask or anything, we left the container that time and asking one another what to do..in the end i left for badminton training and junlin is alone, going for FYP meeting, serene alone in the container crying...then serene suddenly call me for tissue, i told her i go for training liao then i faster call junlin..and junlin bought 3 boxes of tissue for serene and she finally laugh and smile...yeah! Junlin did it! hehe.....this will always remembered between serene, junlin and myself...hahaha...

got a email school to invite for the SLA dinner on the 31st March due to my excellent SLA record..hahaha...was shock also and i am allow to invite 3 person wor...hahhaha..it will be held at RP centre, woodlands campus!...

not only that i got a sms from RP corp com...want my records again because i am going to be interview by a magazine for my community service for the special kids...this will be the 3rd interview i will be facing liao...haiz...so many interview and magazine, the last 2 times was at the newspaper and now the magazine...RP going to make use of me again...hahhaa...
saw see again!

Stress!!!

2006-03-22T23:58:00.000+08:00

Stress about the equipment on the adventure race which happen next sunday! DAMN!!!!

Gloves, bicycle helmets, where can i get you before friday equipment inspection!!! har!!!!!!!!

Stress level super high.....
anyone can help? i doubt so!

Happy!

2006-03-21T23:21:00.000+08:00

Dragged myself to work today, tired until i dont wan to wear contact lens also...haha...wake up early to watch badminton match on the commonweath games...and went to work after that, sleep on the train as usual and the people travelling towards woodlands is getting more and more sia, i think by the time RP school reopen, i dont have any more space to sit le...haiz...means i cant sleep...

work was fun of course..haha..but then the accountants today mood was really not that good, i photocopy the things until she is not really happy because i cant find it, she shoot me back this sentence, dont have then no salary for you liao, i was like, okay, fine then i look over for 2 time but still cannot find, but then michelle aunt was really helpful and help me find also, and in the end found out that it is with the accountant itself, she forget to file in...hahaha...but in the end, she still say good bye to me, means she knows is not my fault and partly she was so stress up just now, do not really know what happen also...haha...michelle auntie gave me Urea for free...hehe..thanks! it is for the skin and is a moisturer...haha..is a expensive brand wor!...but i got it for free...

during work, i was so tired that i nearly sleep ..feel like skipping the badminton training with the kids but then i promise them le i will be there to help them with the special kids..haha..in the end i drag myself down but then no regrets i had lots of fun playing badminton with them..hehe...play competitive badminton again..haha..this time round i lost..haiz...i am going to change my racket once i got my pay, i promise! ..cant stand it anymore...now i can play well, so it is time for me to change the racket to a more ex one le and more powerful one!...long term investment...

john, my adventure race teammate who is also a badminton coach, a NCAP holder from SSC...talk to me about the race and the things i need to get...stress sia...need to get helment, gloves and all...shit sia...money money money..need to spend and there is a inspection of equipment this friday for the race..first aid kit is needed but then it is not a big problem for me because i had one myself! haha....my very own one and cost me hundred over dollars la...
getting really excited abt the race le...2nd april...muhaha...training day and night now although it is abit last min but then we have to work out...haha...

back home, now i am damn tired liao...saw the release of my poly result.yeah! improve le but then havent hit my target...tiffany, dont sad sad wor...we have to think on the bright side...although we promise to hit the target we are both aimming for but then, we cant...but we got other things we specialise in..hehe...yeah! think on the brighter side girl!

CHEERS!!!!

Tired...

2006-03-20T23:49:00.000+08:00

thank yq for sending me back home safety...feeling very tired now, having some problems whether to go SC chalet or not, i have to work on the following day also..

went to IMM today along with mich, yq , sean and dillie..haha..full of laughter i guess...mich got her swim costume and went off to holland v to meet her mum for dinner...

was really tired now and no moood to continue blogging...sian har....back to work tml and going for my badminton training tml...

2006-03-20T23:47:00.000+08:00

Finally...Happy birthday zhien! 11th March 2005!

2006-03-19T23:52:00.000+08:00

just finish 50 sits up and 30 push up...woah, damn tired...die le, need to train hard for my adventure race...damn it!!!!

went to some talk today and i was being ask to start a business...$459...hmm...should i? hai...confused!!!!!!

meet up mich, yq and sean...muhahah at parkway parade...nice place to be but only with a car because it is so far from my house..travel from west to east la...haha..had katong laksa for dinner and went back..yq drove us to west coast...talk and talk..haha..had lots of fun but then where is Mel? hahaha...haiz..

bluff me sia...say see you around later but then when i meet up with yq they all, she is not there...saded la....

Why is she like that?

2006-03-19T12:34:00.000+08:00

Where are you? may i know why are you that busy? or just that we have no fate to meet up...siao bian har.haiz...

was at esther house yesterday, having dinner there along with yq, tiff, yiling and xiuling...haha...

went to orchard after that and esther, yq and myself chat and chat until 2 plus at long john silver, cinleisure..hahaha...what i can say, Esther had a shock of her life yesterday! ...hahahaha...

Adventure Race

2006-03-18T10:28:00.000+08:00

Backdated entry from yesterday because i was so troubled over some issues...haiz..

work on friday is the best because the next day is saturday...haha...had lots of fun at work as usual..Mr low and my 2 young colleagues..haha..and today another guy come and talk to me, he is working at smart medicine, he told me how to tackle girls and how to look at girls and also on some relationship stuff...he told me that girls are very dangerous and we guys cannot stick to her, is she stick to guys..or else she will not appreciate what you done or do not like you at all..haha..to think again it is partly true...haiz..i always fall into stupid things, can do all the stupid stuff for a girl i like which people all call me siao...but in the end there is not much return...
anyway, dont want to talk more about it also...

I just realise that the company Smart Medicine is the main distributer for all the Guardian in singapore..supplying wheelchair, walking sticks, all the knee support and all, vitamin tablets, pregnancy kit, first aid kit, panadol...there is so much things...and Smart medicine is the only company that helps guardian to do all these stuff...that why everytime is urgent la...haha...

met jul after my work, carrying my super big bag around and i starting to love it alot le...haha...from far it is small but then when open, it is big enough to put 2 infant in or more...ahaa...went to taka and also marina sq..haha...walking around without buying, no tempetation also, but then i walked into the OISM shop, haha...i am going to get U Zap when i got my first pay...haha..not for me, it is for my mum and i am going to give her a surprise...hehe...and for my dad, i am going to buy a blood pressure meter for him...so that he can note his blood pressure now and then...woah, spend alot liao...$268 for Uzap along with $90 blood pressure meter...ok...about half my pay gone liao..but then i should do give them some surprise after taking care of me so long. my mum wanted the Uzap so badly that time and borrow from my aunt lor...hahaha..

eat at marina foodcourt and saw miss kim and my good fren ( who is deaf and dumb) a very handsome guy which is pro in rockclimbing, running, swimming and all the sports, he is a pro in photo taking too...he is a marathon, triathon runner...best har....even jul also say he very handsome..haha..talk to Miss Kim for some time about the training with the special kids, monday, Tue and thur will be donated to them, helping them in the night after my work..just love helping them although at times i feel tired after work..hehe.i feel good volunteering after all...

its confirm that the adventure race is SET!!!...2nd april,..my team is formed and now i have to train everyday by sit ups and push ups daily and go for training on monday and thur for physical conditioning and tue for badminton....muhaha...i am going to have alot of fun participating the race, Miss kim team will be particpating as well as my good fren team...hmm..see ya then! hahaha....
i want to chong all sports now...tempted...going back to rp for badminton make me feel bored now also, maybe because of dr loke..or what...i sian half also, i rather play with someone who need my help, the special athletes and i also got the same training as what dr loke train, the badminton coach is a certified coach with NCAP by SSC...it is very hard to get a NCAP in Singapore. so if you got that, you are a pro liao...haha...

ok then..shall stop here, going esther house tonight!!! wee!!!

hiaz.

2006-03-18T00:11:00.000+08:00

Now i am so troubled!!!!

No one can help me now..just need some reflection...

siao bian where are you now when i need your help so badly?!?!?...

*sob sob!!!

haiz...

2006-03-16T21:19:00.000+08:00

Fun at work again..haha..had western food for today, the rice was nice..hehe...managed to talk to my colleauge and they told me that it is a pity that i didnt get to work for long because i am waiting for army to get me enlisted..haha...alot of ppl say that i am a fast worker, i feel that too..haha...everytime when the pharmacist or the Customer service officer give me something to do, i will do it very fast....haha...i dont like to drag things here and there and always want to get things done fast so that i can relax a bit later on...haha...i think the pharmacists there are lost of things and words that what i can really do liao...but then along the way, i made a lot of new friends...there are 2 young men working in the company, and 2 uncle..while the rest is all ladies...these 2 young men had been a great accompany to me becasue one of them actually help me in my hair styling, recommend me to his hair stylist and i love my new hairstyle now, while the other one..a joker and always suan me by me because of his usage of words..haha...fun fun fun!..with them around, my life over at the new work place nv get bored and not forgetting Mr Low, the fun guy to mix around with too..hehe....

went to beach road after work today, didnt join yq and michelle go out, went to buy army bag, a very big one that can put a baby inside...haha.i am serious! i walk around the place and find the same kind of bag and get the cheapest price...haha..in the end i got 1 for $10 with a better quanlity one....wee!!! and went back home to help my dad and my mum, they want to learn more about the urine test for protein...my dad is having some health problems and need serious attention at time...haiz, hope he doesnt develop kidney failure...bless!

didnt attend badminton training, didnt go for physical training and condition by speical olympics ...sorry all, i have to be excuse for my dad...hehe...

i was quite angry with myself just now that i actually was away when someone in melbourne go online and left me a message..argh....why am i away at 9.41pm...when she was online...she left me 5 msg and i didnt get to reply her...haha..it had been sometime i really chat or even talk to her, i didnt really email her anymore le....because i want to forget about everything but then i want to ask her about the condition there...haha...no chance mah...haiz...

nvm...next time then...hur..

Fun at Sentosa...

2006-03-15T22:34:00.000+08:00

Take leave today from work and enjoy myself at sentosa along with xiuling, meili, jia yuen, sophia...ya, all girls and me the only guy...haha...waited for meili and sophie for an hour plus when we suppose to meet at 11am...was really very sian at that time and i was feeling so moody after such a long wait...looking at the amount of ppl going into sentosa also make me feel even more sian because this week is a school holidays...haiz...

after they came, we went in and lay our mat at tanjong beach...hmm...the sun was good and did some swimming and tanning as well. this time round YQ was not here to tan with me...sms him in the morning but didnt have any reply from him...disappear le lor..haiz...as usual, swim to touch the barrier and did some ball games...sun tanning was cool and i was sweating like hell...

after sun tanning, decide to go and bath, again i have to wait for the girls...haiz..today i had so many time wasted on waiting..i waited for the ladies to finish bathing for 1 hour...really test my patience, but then it is not their fault also because there is a long queue in the toliet...how fortunate can i be as a man...hahaha....not really many people and the time taken for a guy to bath is faster than a lady....hahaha...

drop by suntec after that, supposed to have some sushi buffet at Sakae sushi , was finding the place until we can die...making big rounds and all over suntec until we found out that it is under revonation...damn!
end up at Carl's Junior and had a full dinner...Esther join us for dinner after she happen to see us...yiling and tiff also came down...hmm...it had been some time the badminton girls really gather for a meal after the Fish and Co dinner...hahhaa....

rushing back home to help my dad to test his urine for glucose and also protein in the urine...found out that my dad had high protein in his urine...got to be careful or else it will case kidney failure and all...haiz...take care DAD!!!

fun fun day...

2006-03-14T23:39:00.000+08:00

backdated entry from yesterday because i was too tired to blog after the steamboat with michelle mum, yq and her family members...had tons of fun and jokes all around 1 big table with 2 steamboat..one with fish and the other with beef...haha...was damn full after that...haha...and yesterday was my first time take XO...haha...can you believe it? hahah...not really bad with the " love" or Ai or Ice...hahaha....that is the joke by michelle uncles and frens..thanks auntie!

working at steward cross and smart medicine is getting more and more fun le...haha...i just love working at that environment, went to style my hair and have a cut yesterday during lunch time..haha...thanks andrew for that recommendation...working at Smart medicine along with Mr Low, andrew and a few guys are really fun, joke and joke and doing packing at the same time, the one step pregnancy kit you see in guardian is packed by us...haha..all the office polities came in and we all joke at ppl also, even Mr low was laughing so loudly with us..haha...time flies very fast too...haha...At Steward cross, like today, it was really interesting because i get to do the Controlled Drugs (CD) disposal...meaning they are either spoilt or expired...have to squeeze all the content out and then show it to the pharmacist that i squeeze all the content out and need to sign a form also...wooo!!!..haha...damn fun! experience that i nv get to buy it outside...

called up RSH for my pay today, they told me that i can only collect my cheque at 8 april..wat the hell sia..so long la...my feb pay is taking them so long to process lor...

after work today went to bishan ITE...for Badminton training along with Speical olympics...woah, played from 7.30 to 9.45pm...can die sia...but it was really fun and i was impress by their skills, they are playing really well! i played 4 competitive match, 1 single and 3 match of doubles..can die sia...my partner is either the special athelete who is also very pro which represented singapore for the world games that time, along with the badminton coah which he got his NCAP license from SSC to coach badminton and also a teacher...woah, they are damn pro and at the last match i was so tired and panting...haha..because the match was so exciting..so many running and smashing...die die die...haha..my legs are like jelly, my legs have yet to recover from the vertical marathon sia...sometimes i will get muscles pull one...

but then now i have to really train hard le...going for adventure race, might be going for training witht he special kids on monday and thursday for conditioning and tuesday for badminton...it is going to be tough but then i am going to love it, because i get to meet with the speical kids and also train myself for NS...wee!!!..to make sure i am already to serve the country..hahahaha...

cheers everyone and tml no work for me, going sentosa tml! wee...sun tanning!!!!

National Vertical Marathon!!!

2006-03-12T17:48:00.000+08:00

Wee...sunday was so unusual for me..waking up at 6.40am when most of my friends are stilling sleeping..haha.the night before, i went to zhien chalet birthday celebration at downtown east along with Fook, Alex, wenjia and Miao jing....it had been some time we really catch up with one another...fook drove his Audi A4..is his uncle give him de...wah, first time sit Audi wor..haha...the feeling is good and fook is a safe driver...just some additional information, Fook has the same birthday as me as well...hahaha...and we born on the same year too! the celebration was nice..haha...big birthday cake and did some talking, remembering those days in secondary school..hahaha...fook send me home with his A4..haha..thanks fook!

ok..back to today event, went down to suntec city tower 4 for the National Vertical Marathon or NVM organised by NTU sports club..haha....walking to suntec was so free and easy at 7.30am..no body one..haha...reach suntec tower 4 and met miss kim, as well as the special athelete...sw kenny and kenneth who are also particpating as well...also saw Jun Xian, used to be Xin Yan boyfren or Yq fren, who is part of the organiser...haha...talk to him for quite some time for the first time...haha...because normally we dont talk and i dont really know him also, until today i talk to him and also crap with him...haha..he look so blur and tired because he was there on sat night from 10pm to sunday, preparing all the stuff...poor him....
i also saw some RP studnet like james and adrian...taking part in the team open...
finding my partner, 3 of them in total from katong special school, they are quite nice bunch of kids and listen to my instructions...haha...1 person taking charge of 3 person...haha...yeah, Up we go...saw "Posion" Ivy, my NPCC CI course squad mate, at the starting line giving instructions...

we actually planned a tactics already from our coaches, first 10 to 20 level, we will walk normally then when reach 20, we will then increase speed to CHIONG up!!!..haha..indeed we did it and finish it within 10 mins..hahah...cheers to the special atheletes...haha..i think i goign to take part again next year...haha...after that, take a break and go for a second round, the team relay with the special athelete again...so fun la...ahhaha...reaching the top level or finishing point is a great sense of achievement. one of the kids i climb with is younger than me, about 13, 14 years old only...can you believe it, he did really well, i encourage him along the way, he try to stop say got cramp but then i massage for him and he move on, he feel so happy and proud of himself, we become good frens for just like that!..haha..
but what i really impress is Ben tan, a special athelete..finishing it within 6 minutes...all the way one..and he last year completed the 42 km standard charatered martathon also..so impressed!!!...although they are special, doesnt mean that they are weak, in fact their stamina is so much better than us...really!

hmm..john soh and me is going of the adventure race...but we are looking for another person, most properly a girl..haha...you might be thinking what is it about, yeah, it is just like amazing race, forming a team of 3 and complete these 8 items
1) Abseiling
2) biking
3)Navigation
4) Rock climbing
5) Ropes Ascending
6) running/ walking
7) swimming
8) Tyrolean traverse

these all 8 things the team need to complete and it will be held on the 2nd april..me and john was really excited about it and i finally can use what i had learn so far into use after getting my OBS rockclimbing 1 and 2 to do abseiling, ropes ascending and rock climbing...swimming also...haha...FUN FUN FUN!!! but then the fees per team is a killer...$180 for team of 3...and 1 person to pay $60. i think it worth it after some thinking because they have to pay the things that we used also...you have the pay the price if you want to have fun..hahah...
this event works on teamwork alot...yeah! endurance too! going to be held around singapore...hahaha...
for more infor, just visit this site...http://www.adventuresingapore.com.sg/

back home, meet my mum who just came back from tawian yesterday..haha..then meet yiqian at my place her...she is working near my house as a promoter..hahha..$8 an hour lor..had dinner with her and alot of gossiping...haha...

hmm....i just want to thanks someone who scolded me over MSN last night, i really wake up today...although i feel hurt the last night but then what she say is really true, i am really that bad...thanks ALOT!!! i will improve de...

Happy Birthday Zhien

2006-03-11T16:21:00.000+08:00

Happy Birthday Zhien!!! it is her 21st birthday today and later going to her chalet later at Downtown east along with alex, fook ( my birthday brother) and some seconday school..can serve as a gathering too..hehe...

today it is also our fac, Liesbert wedding, the pharmacist from our school wedding at Sentosa, but then i cant attend, she invited me but then i already promise Zhien since Feb le, so i cant join u guys who are also attending her wedding, send my regards and happiness to her too...

now i am quite tired after cycling to Jurong East MRT from my house...took me about 40 minutes, passing by the Old Keat Hong Camp, BBDC, then Jurong Town hall then reach the MRT station, the weather is good but the sun is so hot..i think i am having a free sun tanning session..haha...after meeting nal at JE to get the FYP CD from her, i was so tired to cycle back sia...haha..feel like giving up but i preserve on...Endurance is the key factor in my brain when i cycle back...i pitstop at bus stop to take a rest and also at Mobile to get myself a drink..hahaha...fun fun fun!!!

slacking slacking slacking and resting my legs for tonight chalet...tml i am going to somethign great...wee!!! NAtional Vertical Marathon...my first time there, climbing up the stairs of 45 storey with the special Kids...it had been sometime i really did some volunteer work because i was so busy with work on weekends, but now a new job, my weekends are free le, so it is time to return to my old self to help the kids...i love working with special olympics kids and i am going to repay their kindness which they sponsor my trip to Ireland at the 2003 world games..haha...

i will remember this tml.." Let me win but if i cannot win, let me be brave in the attempt!" that is the oath of special olympics, i will encourage them but not push them to get first or what..haha...i will most properly particpating in 2 events, one at 8am while the other is a relay..haha..going to work myself out liao..hahha...but i love to exercise...!!!

although feeling a bit happier now, but my heart is thinking of something..i also do not why, i hate this feeling...maybe siao bian was right, it is hard to let go but then i have to try!

Tired.nice sleep

2006-03-11T10:32:00.000+08:00

wee...its saturday today, the stupid internet and MSn is down last night, on and off last night and get me so irrating that i went off to sleep at 12.30am. haha...

work was getting more and more fun..hehe...with michelle aunt and a few pharmacist...working with them can be quite stressful at times because i need to make sure that i pack the CD (controlled Drugs) properly, not giving them extra or less, and when doing stock taking, i need to ensure that all the drugs we have in stock tally with the system...but i was fast enough to finish up within 2 days...haha...

morning working at smart medicine is not very interesting until i get to know them well these days, talking and doing the pregnacy test kit and all...it is quite fun doing all these but then eventually, my fingers got hurt...everytime they have a urgent urgent thing, pack 3600 pregnacy kit for them, we are like what the hell sia...the demand of pregnacy kit is so high? everyday urgent one!...haha...i also did some stock taking of the vitamins...the one that you see in guradian everyday is what i count and pack it for your...haha...

noon at steward cross is the best..i love it, working with michelle aunt who is a pharmacist...did stock take and packing...did my stock take real fast and found out that the 100 mg viagra is missing, i report to michelle aunt straight, she suan me say i take it lor, because when i am not working there, it is always there..haha..she was actually joking..haha...talk to her aunt, Helen, she introduce me things like silcone cream, hyprocol and many more, sometimes, i forget the drugs mechanism i will ask her so that i can refresh my memories..haha..ask her if she had MIMS, the drug information handbook, she told me she had, and she gave me a copy of it...SO NICE of her...THANKS HELEN!!! hehe..reading the book on the way to meet YQ and Michelle for dinner and some window shopping...

went to stadium, taka RSH...and find my ex boss, and saw a very nice puma T and bought it...haha..she gave me staff price..wee..thank you very much..hehehe...so nice of her...she is my first RSH boss at MArina square that time before i transfer to Anchorpoint to work...hahaha...

was thinking of a boat ride next month, anyone interested?

tired...

2006-03-09T23:23:00.000+08:00

Finally get a chance to sit down and really blog, was really tired last night after meeting michelle at HV for dinner...haha...work was getting more and more tiring for me because everyday i am counting drugs and vitamins...can die...and today, like wise i count drugs, pack the knee support and all as well as the pregnancy kits...

seriously i can tell you, the whole singapore is in need of pregnacy kits...i also do not know why, but then everyday, all the orders are urgent, my colleagues who are also packing with me also say that nowadays girls...waoh seh...hahaha...high in demand of pregnacy kits..haha...
pack until my fingers really hurt..

i sms siao bian today that i wan to bring her go boating next month, and surprisingly,she told me that she is not interested in boating..that very sad la...haha..then next mth i shall go boating myself then...haiz..

went back to steward cross to work in the noon, and time for cycle count for the controlled drugs..saw all the pricing of the drugs and saw the viagra drug...available in 50mg and 100 mg, costing $56.40 for 1 box...haha..interested to buy? hahaha...some drugs are really expensive and can cost up to $200 over to $300...wah...

yeah, today i overselpt..damn, woke up at 7.35, when i realised i overslept, i jump up of the bed and faster rush myself to bath and get out of the house, when i reach the company, it is already 8.33..damn...i was late for 3 mins...haiz..tml i cannot be late anymore...luckily no one noes i am late today...haiz...but the journey there is too long and i hvae to wake up at 6.50am in the morning daily..weekends coming..weee!! can wake up late liao...

drop by IT fair just now along with YQ and Michelle, met a number of RP students and start talking to them...kind of miss their presence...sob sob...hahaha....
shall see what to do tml then...feeling tired now and want to go sleep liao..haha...

stock take tml again...hiaz...

Sad Day

2006-03-07T23:08:00.001+08:00

Before i start blogging, just want to apologise to the badminton girls about my stupid attitude again, i asked about the volunteering of the vertical marathon but in the end i give them attitude because they took some time to answer me and talk about other stuff...haiz..
anyway, its confirm, this Sunday i will be helping the special olympics on the vertical marathon at Suntec city tower 4....45 storey high building...haha...nv try before and i am going to create history myself...

back to work today, morning do stock take at Smart Medicine and it is a killer for me, count and count until i blur...so many vitamins to count until i do not know if my record is correct or not...i hate counting although it is easy...argh...and siao bian suddenly sms me if i wan to go out for dinner today, i agree of course because it had been some time i really see her, like for months since Jan i think...but in the end cancel again because she needs to go jogging...haiz..so sad until when i do stock take and pack medicine i lost count and pack wrongly...haiz...i was really sad because i really want to meet her and tell me my problem...she knows my character real well and after all these 6 years, she knows how to tackle my problems real well...but then, she disappoint me for the 3rd time le...hiaz..

at steward cross in the afternoon and saw alot of drugs again...Controlled Drugs, i love them...viagra, i saw them for the first time in my life, and alot more i forget most of the properties le...so sad sia...cant imagine if i go army and come out and work again, what will happen to me sia? haiz...

back home slacking but i have to really thanks Siao bian for being so nice to me...indeed she apologise to me abt the last minute changes, but before that i already apologise because i put in harsh word in my sms that i very angry, 3 time like that le, she understand...she knows my character...she knows i am troubled and told me to relax and not too think too much....she knows that i am always so uptight..how to change neh? haiz...
thanks siao bian for thoese encouraging words!it helps me abit and hope tml will be a better day for me...

Sad Day

2006-03-07T23:08:00.000+08:00

2006-03-06T22:26:00.001+08:00

The Sake and me...

2006-03-06T22:26:00.000+08:00

Vivien and me...

2006-03-06T22:25:00.000+08:00

KY and Me...

2006-03-06T22:24:00.000+08:00

James Wong and Me,,

2006-03-06T22:23:00.000+08:00

That me Climbing...refreshing my level 1 and 2 rockclimbing skills

First day of work!

2006-03-06T19:23:00.000+08:00

Before i start to write what happen today during my first day of work, i got an annoucement to make!

Listen up people, Frens and pals who are my blog reader, if you are free on 12th March, please let me know, let do something more meaningful that just visiting the IT fair. This week is the National vertical Marathon, which is the climbing up of 45 stories of stairs, i will be particapting as well but then along with Special Olympics atheletes...Miss Kim, the Special olympics coordinator is asking for volunteers who can help out this sunday! if you are free, and want to take part something meaningful, let me know ok? your role is just climb the stairs with them only!...really! is very easy job and you will be the one encouraging them...

Ok...done with my announcement, so please let your frens know and IM or sms me if you want to take part ok? i willk give you more details....

First day of work...hmm at Steward Cross...fun and also boring at times..haha...met my new frens, instead of shoes, i met medicine...hahaa..they are now my new frens and buddy...my job requires me to tag the medicine, pack the room and pack the drugs which people from outside like guardian or Unity send a Purchase order to us and we are supposed to pack for them...they are just like a distributer to the pharmacy in singapore...hehe...

i saw alot of drugs today, from OTC drugs to Controlled drugs, like Zalant, Retin A, warafin, hyprocol and alot more..and some drugs are really ex when i pack the drugs by looking at the invoices, it is enough for me to buy a new laptop with max upgrade and maybe an additional speakers...hahhaa...i will also do stock take and check the drugs expiry and batch number... indeed i have to be very alert, i remember just now i nearly pack wrongly but then i got double check and also also spotted a number of mistakes...haha...

first day of work, i feel stupid at times..during lunch time, at 12.30, i was waiting for someone to call me to go for lunch because it is lunch time le, but then i realise that i no longer working at RSH, where my boss will call me to go for my break...but i am clever enough to walk out of the store at 12.45 to have my lunch...hahaha...the people there are ok and quite nice...haha...

tml i will have a tough job...working at 2 places...smart medicine and steward cross..at smart medicine tml i will have to do cycle count, count all the vitamins, pregnancy kits and many more..woah, i saw the stock i also want to faint...
but still i love to work at steward cross more, but only in the noon i can work at steward cross...meet the drugs and pack them...just like shopping, choose from the shelves, check the batch number, expiry date and pack them in a bag, that all..hahaa...hyprocol was one of the famous medicine they produce, and is avaliable at Guardian and also unity...i remember packing to AMK, IMM and alot more...and some to doctor and hospitals...mmm...careful careful...

i also realised that this is my first time working with about 2 to 3 pharmacist...haha..all ladies...one of the pharmacist is Michelle's aunite..she explain to me that 1 pharmacist to control the sales, one to control the legislations and the other i think overlook everything...i think the more i work, i will soon become a PT soon....haha...now i got to do some research on the drugs function le...michelle aunt actually test me a few drugs...muhahha...all return back to school le la...haiz..

ok then...need to rush to Lot 1 for my NPCC meeting with my Area commandant for the NCO course...sorry michelle and YQ that i unable to meet your for dinner...my officer will be there for the meeting so i cannot afford to miss it...

hope tml will be a great day!!!!!
8.30 to 5.30pm
Steward Cross/ Smart Medicine....Love it alot!

Opps!

2006-03-06T00:27:00.000+08:00

I will always laugh at this testimonal posted by Juliana yeo to Yiwen...

J u l i a n... Posted 10/29/2003
*Yiwen*.....Oh Man...This ger is truely hypo active in the night, dun fool or play around with her guys haha! ON the whole, she is tough and independent, someone whom put in all her effort when she is doing her task. Yiwen can protect gers man..when she hear me screaming..she noe i was in the dark haha! Her hooby is to laugh out loud like nobody business..It's my pleasure and a God's gift to know you ger! Friends Forever! *Cheers*

Juliana, how do you feel now? muhahahahahahahha....regret what you had say mah? hahahhahaa...

Siao le..

2006-03-05T22:59:00.000+08:00

Sunday, free day for me but it is damn boring....haiz...first half of the day slacking at home...nothing to do also..sian sia..supposed to meet siao bian in the afternoon for lunch but then was cancel last night..

went out with Juliana yeo and met her at IKEA, return my uniform to RSH and head down to bugis to walk walk...so many people sia...it had been sometime i really enjoy my weekends and didnt notice there is so much people during weekends...most of the time during weekends i work but then now, i change a new job, my weekends will be free...hmm...
do not know what to buy, just did some window shopping and talking with Juliana...the whole bugis street is so Packed...going to be my very last time going there....

all of the sudden, we had a temptation to eat steamboat...haha..both of us ate steamboat in the end for dinner...haha...super full but then it is really very nice, nicer than the suntec one which jul treat me and yq the last time...it is also much more cheaper...hahahaha...ate for about 1 hour plus and both of us walk out of the resturant with a full stomach and jul vomit abit...hahhaa...but then both of us agree that it is the best steamboat we ever eat...the soup is nice and the freshness of the meat is there, when you want it then they will cut it for you, free flow of desert and drinks too...where can you find such a deal...$20 for fri and weekends, and for monday to thur is about $15....aircon some more...hahahaha..

too full and decide to walk to suntec...haha.....walk walk walk...haha..in order to digest what we ate just now...haha..and i was telling juliana abt yq...really admire him alot...as a friend i really have to thank him alot alot...

yq, if you are reading this, thank you for the friendship these 3 years..

Thanks YQ, we start this friendship with a sour note because i remember during year 1 i was so action with my special olympics and representing Singapore and all, in fact the whole class didnt really like me also...that time my attire was so damn ugly also...haha..

after some time, getting to know one another through the help of Juliana yeo, always talking on the phone, we became best friends...talking crap to one another and stupid things...as the years goes by, he gave me alot of advise and also scold me sometimes...i learnt along the way but then there is one thing i nv really learn hard until today...is about Relationship with someone...he told me alot of things he saw and wasnt really happy with the person i really like that time...he saw everything and ask me to stop doing stupid things for her, but then i didnt care, i didnt listen to him and continue to do it..he gave up and scolded me...i didnt believe what he say until this year, i saw everything myself and told myself, i trust the wrong person, thanks YQ, you really help me and guide me along these 3 years in RP...i change myself alot, from a person who do not know fashion to someone i know how to decorate myself and present to others...hehe...but this makeover make me waste alot of money...hahaha...now, we are still best friends, talking to one other and telling him my problems, at times, he gave me advise, but then sometimes, i feel so helpless that i cant help him much also..indeed i know he is troubled at times, but then, as a friend i feel useless at times, thinking and pondering how should i help him..i can only joke and joke and sometimes do lame stuff...
now i am a much happier person i guess...i decide to give up...i think yq might say, just listen only la...give up..because the last time in year 2, i told him i want to give him, he was happy for me but then in the end i went back again, he scolded me why i go back...but then now, i realise who are my real true friends...

not forgetting the wonderful lady...Michelle tan...thanks for everything too...1 year of frenship along with YQ...haha...joke here and there and it is always nice having you around...sometime i know you are really mad about me, scold me because i am quite irrating at times...sorry ya, but then i just want to add in some fun into it to make you laugh and all...thanks michelle for recommending me the new job which i am starting work tml and also thank your mum for everything...

i feel wonderful with both yq and michelle around...and not forgetting the badminton girls who always accompany me to do sports and also listen to my problems..haha..as for Juliana yeo...haha...dont need to mention bah...you know it le..hahahaha....

thanks everyone and wish me luck for my new job tml! wee..>!!!!

Sadness

2006-03-04T22:55:00.000+08:00

Hiaz...at first thought that everything will turn out well, and will be going out with siao bian, but at 10.40pm, siao bian gave me a sms that she cant make it again because she is going to accompany her dad to look at furniture, she is going to shift house again...hiaz..

No fate, sadness deep in, though i could share my things with her and gave her a treat but then...just no fate i guess...

maybe we just cant meet, this is the 2nd time le...

What can i do? suay suay...tml i shall be lonely!

Day at the new campus...Woodlands campus!

2006-03-04T21:54:00.000+08:00

is sat today and i am no longer working at RSH anymore, so it is a free day for me...went to the new RP campus at woodlands for their opening ceremony, played floorball with dr loke they all, won 1 match out of 3...because the floorball team is playing also...
the whole place was so crowded and packed and tons of us have alot of fun, dunking machine, janelle and ben was being dunk like siao....

the new campus is really big but then i do not have the chance to use it because i have graduate from RP and no longer a student there..sad sad sad....there is a lucky draw in the end and up to 10 MP3 players to be won, my number was not called but my brother one was called BUT then he went home le...damn, there goes the free Mp3 player...how sad and suay la....tiff and meili won something...

after that went to causeway point for lunch along with the badminton girls, dr loke, esther , aliza and juhinah...haha..ate at Pizza hut, the whole place was so packed at causeway point la...went home after lunch, was really tired but then i do not get to rest much, settle myself at home, packing all the certification i had so far, my results and my achievement and all, really stunned by myself what i had achieve so far and the number of certifcation that i had...haha...1 whole stack and i just finish putting them into a new file...

met yq, michelle and frens for dinner at subway, fun fun fun...haha...talk alot of stupid things also....

hmm...meeting siao bian tml for lunch...haha...gotten treat her for her good result in her A level and share with her my problems also..hmm...hahaha..Miss clarity is not open tml...so got to find someone to eat le wor..

the house seems quiet now, mum fly off to Tawian today, leaving only my dad and 2 brothers..haha...this is the first time my mum left overseas leaving us behind...hmm...wish her enjoy herself bah....she will be back next sat.....

2006-03-04T00:42:00.000+08:00

wee..

2006-03-04T00:41:00.000+08:00

Clinical Trial Lunch with Dr Girji

2006-03-04T00:38:00.000+08:00

String Family!!!

2006-03-04T00:37:00.000+08:00

Serene and me again...weee

Last day in RP...

2006-03-04T00:02:00.000+08:00

indeed, today is the very last day of school, all pioneer batch of RP students graduate and i still cant believe myself graduating from polytechnic...gosh...walking up the RP famous slope for the last time after 3 years...rp is moving to woodlands tml and we didnt get to use it...haiz....

went out with dr girija for lunch along with some the classmates...wee...so fun, and today lesson is short and sweet, everyone is busy taking photos with their frens for the last time..after that went out with the badminton girls and yq along with esther to Fish and Co for dinner...haha...blackout !!! haha...had tons of fun today, taking tons of photos, and i think i got to miss rp really...the frens and everything...hiaz..

going to woodlands campus tml and Mum is flying off to tawian tml...wish her bon bonvoyage and enjoy herself after so long...

i am a more happy person now, thanks YQ, esther and all for today! really, it makes me a happier person as times goes..

take care everyone and hope we can meet up very often..

2006-03-03T15:44:00.000+08:00

My FYP Buddy!....Always so Hardworking!

2006-03-03T15:43:00.000+08:00

Just love this..Scissor, Paper, Stone!

The very last pharm therapy lesson

2006-03-02T23:17:00.000+08:00

Indeed, left 2 days of school and we are out of RP. it is kind of sad for everyone and we manage to take some photos before we leave RP ...had our last pharm therapy lesson with Miss Chua...took pictures of the whole class before we leave...haha...serene and myself went to find janelle to take photos because tml she is leaving for bangkok le...hehe...

anyway, just want to wish serene and the people who are going, BON Voyage! haha...

went for badminton training after that...quite sian also but then it is the last time le, no more delta courts for us to play and all le...haiz...after than went to meet yq and michelle for lunch...

dont really have the mood to blog also...going to the old RP for the last time tml...

Serene, the same character as me and both of us born on the same day but different year only! cheerS! hehe....

2006-03-02T23:16:00.001+08:00

Formal...Smile for the camera!

2006-03-02T23:16:00.000+08:00

Informal...Pharm therapy!!!

2006-03-02T23:15:00.001+08:00

Ben and Me...My Sports Pschy Fac...a joker indeed!

2006-03-02T23:15:00.000+08:00

Janelle and Me...my Sports Club advisor!

Well Done!

2006-03-01T22:41:00.000+08:00

First of all, i have to congrat someone, that is Siao bian, congrat to her in getting such a good result...abbc for her A level results! and da bian going to treat you to something after seeing you torturing urself so much these days and months...ok? haha..

went to school for a photo shoot for the year book, got called up by someone last night...haha..serene was there also and it is my first time taking this kind of photos, ask me to post whenever i feel comfortable and it is individual one...gosh....haha...didnt bother to decorate myself till very handsome ...haha...

then went out with serene and yq...serene told me alot of things and we disucss a number of stuff...borning on the same date and this is the only time we really can talk for so long...talk alot and i found myself more happy than usual maybe because she left le..there are too much things happening and i am a happier person now...went to cinleisure and actually want to go KTV but then end up catching movie with YQ, Pink panter...not really nice bah...haha...first time me and yq go and watch movie together sia...hahahah....anyway, serene was telling me she was very emotional and say me also very emotional also...hahaha..i agree iwth her and she complain why no one woo her, the ppl who woo her are those she dont like..haha...and she complain no sms from me and all, so i sms her just now...hahahha....

rushed back to school along with yq for our last ensemble practise with dr yeo...playing my viola for the last time and played a new piece...dr yeo also treat some of us dinner..thanks Dr yeo and i think i gotten miss him alot alot...haiz....so fast, 2 more days and i am going to graduate le...how how how? no more viola for me? very sad la.....no more badminton training for me...everything gone...haiz...no longer can meet up with my frens as often as last time le.....

haiz...wat to do neh? got myself a webcam le...$4o...hahahha....and the quality is gooD!

Floorball...

2006-02-28T23:43:00.000+08:00

rushing to school to check out what happen to my laptop, sms siao bian good luck over her a level result which will be release tml...and we manage to chat on sms, she was so careless that someone took a pict of her with the hp, she told me and that guy say bye to her, if i am there i will box that guy up...so rude....might be going out with siao bian this week...depends depends bah...haha...and she gave me an advise over something which i am really trap these days...this 1 year is really a good time for me to really think...thanks siao bian!

woah, all my photos, all my songs gone today...haiz...no more le, rushed down to toshiba today to change my hard disk, my hard disk crash last night and everything just disappear like that...haiz...rush there and wait for 3 hours to get my hard disk replace, all thanks to chia and my cooling fan is alright now too...hehe.

back to school for lesson, do not know what KY will give me for daily grade...got to the helpdesk to join domain and alot of things, and just finished installing all the stuff which i needed just now...lots and tons of them...and also transfer some songs from my MP3 player...
actually, wanted to post some photos taken at Jul farewell party and the airport, but then i lost it on the day i got it...that really sad....Ms Chua treat the whole class lunch today, she is really nice...hehe...

very fast, 2 more school days and out of RP le...no longer a student anymore...haiz...hmm...went for badminton training after that, no running for today but then we played FLoorball..wee...dr loke, janelle, ben, gary, vincent, xiuling, tiff, yiling, myself and a temp staff are playing....very fun and this games requires alot of stamina...play non stop for about 1 hour plus...and we lost, badminton IG vs the fac with vollyball team...haha...lots of fun and ben was doing stupid stuff that make everyone laughs...and dr loke, face always so THICK...cannot stand him...haiz...

so tired now and tml got to go to school early sia...haiz....got a call from the school that i got selected for the school year book photo taking and need to be there at 9.45am...sian sia..cannot wake up late sia..haiz...then have to slack until 5pm for ensemble...so sian la....saded.....

should i go funan tml to get the webcam? Yq want to tag along? haha...

its over...

2006-02-26T22:17:00.000+08:00

Finally, my last day working at RSH anchorpoint and it is time for me to say good bye to this place after working there for nearly 1 year...how do i feel? i feel normal i guess...the last customer of the shop praise me before she left the shop of my good customer service to her...haha...

just find it different today, do not know why also, my handphone seems to be quite quiet also, i remember i used to sms someone but then now i dont, because she is no longer in singapore..haha...but life have to go on and i am going to purse my dreams to go for my diving course and also lots of things...i am also in the midway of thinking of another boat ride out, who will be on board? hmmm...wondering who? hiaz...punggol marina is very far and you needa car to get in, without a car, you gonna walk like hell...was thinking of bringing siao bian but then, she do not have a car..haha...and i guess she is too busy to go also...anyone want a ride? haha..calling out ppl....want to practise my berthing and my skills again..haha..because the last time i did, i bang into the jetty...opps!

looking at the watch, and saw the date...it is just 1 more week before school officially end, i do not know what i can do, i will miss alot of ppl in rp...i am so used to classroom and all the PBL system..cant imagine next monday when i wake up, what will i be doing? asking myself what time to go school again?

but i have to say, during my RP life, i made alot of frens... YQ and Michelle, the 2 that always scold me and be there for me to make me learn alot of things and change me to a different person especially YQ, the bunch of badminton ladies who do sports, without them i dont think i do not know if i am still doing sports or not, my FYP team, nal the mother of the team leading us and had alot of fun, jb, the person who motivate me to do so much things and alot more, Juliana yeo, this lady also create a impact in my life due to her incident and alot more....cant imagine when i step out of RP on 3rd March 2006, what will really happen...will i still be able to see them again just like we able to see each other as often as it is when we are in school...haiz...

now i am thinking about my address of my blog....www.dabianhmmok.blogspot.com...how do i come up this add..this address consist of 2 person who i met gave me a very deep impression and memories in my heart...da bian, this name was given to me by siao bian when i was in sec 3...siao bian real name is Michelle Lim, she was a nice and sweet lady and we often meet up for assembly with the other bunch of prefects before we go...it had been 5 years coming to 6 years we had been calling each other da bian and siao bian...and we are still contacting each other, this wed she is going to collect her A level result, i shall wish her good luck in advance...she had alot of problems, in terms of finanical and also family problems...hiaz..hope one day everything will be peace and sound...

as for the other part of my blog add..hmmok...this name originated from YQ....started in Year 1...in the end was taken over my me...haha...and that where i get to know Jb at the service learning camp during year 1...as for this lady, i dont think i need to explain anymore..hahaa..everyone knows about it...

Missing something...what am i missing something? Will school tml be the same?

She Left..finally...

2006-02-25T23:43:00.000+08:00

Thinking of the past...ya, it is the 25th of Feb and she left for melbourne for her further studies..was at the airport today to send her off along with the bunch of badminton girls...tears was exchange at the departure gate but then i did not drop any, i suppress it and think that it is normal...

i will nv forget anything for the rest of my life, this girl create a big impact in my life, yes, indeed there is alot of ppl saying things about her there and here and i know alot of things, but then i choose to look things on a better side...why do i say she create a big impact...she is the first passenger during my boat ride...finally say it out in my blog...yeah...we had lots of fun and i will nv forget the day...4th of Feb...hehe...

This friendship that create over this 3 years in Rp, is something i will not forget....yea, i pass her the diary that i had work over for 6mths...i wanted to tell her to read page by page and also there is 1 month missing, but then seems like i do not have the chance to tell her, she was so busy and caught up with things...i also do not want to disturb her much also...what i can do is just stay here and look...see her happy and saying her last words and greetings to her frens before she leaves...

Jb, if you are reading this, remember what i promise you...Diving, boat drive and Jet ski...i will wait for you to come back and we will go and play together...

after that went off to Changi Village for dinner along with Ester, Dr loke, aliza, badminton girls...is me again who guide them there, i am like a moving GPS for them...haha...but was really fun is somthing abt ester, out RP fac...she wanted to take the sky train so badly that she told aliza to park her car at terminal 2..haha...i suan her that it is the same as LRT la...hahhaha....tonight, she was kana suan by me to the max...along with yiling...hahahhaa....

anyway, thanks ester for the ride back again....

JB farewell Dinner..

2006-02-25T11:31:00.000+08:00

Had Clinical Trial lesson yesterday but lesson was abit scary with the new fac...haha...but we managed to end the lesson early..

rushing home to get ready for Jb farewell party at Serangoon Garden Country Club..haha...do not really know where is it...haha...Jye Shyang gave me a ride there, all thanks to him, but the PIE was having a heavy traffic jam and we are late also...haha..but i manage to guide JS the way to the clubhouse..haha...one thing i cant imagine myself doing is, JS passed his driving yet do not know how to do parallel parking, yiqian, faz, sham and myself was like...hmm...faz do not dare to drive the car because the cerfrio was too big for her to handle so she guide JS to park, but FAILED after so many trys...haha..instead i was the one teaching him, ask him to turn and return and finally we get to park in nicely..haha...wee...i teach someone how to parallel park, i make use of what i learn from my boat to apply here..hmm...that great...boat parking is always parallel, so i just make use of wat i learn...

went in late of course....tiff they all are there already and i saw someone i know, alex and zhengling, my NPCC frens, they all both Cadet inspector and didnt expect that they are juliana cousin...hahahhahaha...wat a small world...
buffet dinner, didnt eat much, do not know why, the rest like wei jie, dr loke and dr simon, eat alot sia...2 rounds, but i cannot...haiz...
had alots of photo taking session and also games that ache my thigh...some of the facs are there..esther and dr griji are there as well...esther was a fun lady..haha...joke and joke...haha...siao all day...after the dinner, went to ICE cube for some drinks...esther treat us...wee...hahahaha...talk from 11 pm to 1 am...haha..and JS drop us back to the west area..thanks JS....
drop at JS and esther and myself share a cab back, so paiseh that she treat me...today at the airport i am going to treat her something...hmm....hahaa...a wonderful night of course...

Bon Voyage JB...we gona miss you....

2006-02-24T13:11:00.000+08:00

Back at rhe container...

2006-02-24T13:07:00.001+08:00

wee...at Delta Badminton Hall..

2006-02-24T13:07:00.000+08:00

Mei Li and me...

Badminton...

2006-02-24T00:03:00.000+08:00

Had my last UT of my RP life today...finally over but then is quite sad that school is ending soon and we are all lost where to go....haiz...going to miss the frens in RP and the life in RP or polytechnic studies...all of us always complain here and there about the school but to think of it, the school have something good and proud of and you will also miss it also...just like what the movie " i not stupid 2", look things on the good side instead of the bad side...haha..

pharm lesson ended early today and had fun also in class..haha...then went for stock take, took me about 1 hour to settle, but then the members from the year 1 are not cooperative enough to surrender their instruments by today...haiz...then rush down for badminton training at Delta...

it will the very last training we will get to see JB playing at Delta because she is leaving this sat...tiff brought along camera and took a number of photos at delta and also the container...JB drove and all 7 of us squeeze in her toyota Vios...haha...at that moment at the container, i feel very extra but then i didnt say out, because all of them are girls and i am the only guy there....i try to smile in front of them and laugh also, but inside me, i feel very odd and extra, just want to get out of the place asap...but then since everyone is having so much fun, just stay there and see what i can help out, being a camera man for them...

went home alone, walking to Redhill MRT alone, deeps thoughs in my head, ppl say i moody, indeed i am moody, because sometimes, i cant find who are my real bunch of frens i can gp with, i seems to be an extra in every gp, like badminton gp, all girls...i feel odd...over at Yq and Michelle, sometimes i do feel odd also because i feel that i cant link things to what they are thinking also, sometime i did stupid stuff to attract attention, sometimes i laugh for nothing...i also dont know why am i doing all these, is it just to get into the gp and mix around with them? I feel very disappointed with myself, thinking shld i go tml, because if i go tml, i might be left alone again, the girls will be together and yq and michelle is not there, the rest i am not sure if they will mix with me...maybe i just go there see see and then leave le...there will be alot of ppl there tml i think, i shall be siting down to observe everything or maybe do some stupid things to make ppl laugh that all..but deep in my heart, i wish someone could just be a real fren to be there when i need...maybe there is but i do not know...

i love to play sports, especially outdoor sports, yet in RP, i cant find anyone who love the same thing as me, water sports and sometimes some mad exercises, i cant find any guy who can do these sports with me...some hate the sun while i love the sun, some hate to exercise because they are lazy or too busy, the only time i can really push myself is during badminton training and with the girls...not any guy..haiz...

She is leaving, 2 more days only..or maybe just 1 more day left, what can i do? maybe i just sit down at the airport that day and see her goodbye that all...alot of ppl will be there i guess and i saw the girls hardwork, really impress me, looking at my diary it is actually nothing compare to them, they are good in decorating things and making things nice and sweet, for me, a plain diary only...so what if i say i spent about 6 -7 mth to do it...is just a simple book...haiz...

i think some of your who is reading this entry will say this...no wat, is me who didnt want to tell us what and all these, sometimes, i also do not how to put into words to tell my frens, because i am all confused and trap inside..i also know that ppl also have their own problems, but why bother them when they are busy and have their own problems...maybe my problem is just a small problem...

watever it takes...shall take life step by step and look on the brighter side...